18岁的这一年

从没想过他会离开，一直以来都以为他不能没有我，
当他真的离开后，才发现，原来自己才是不能失去他的，
以前一直闹脾气，耍任性，认为自己做的一切都是对的，
当他真的离开后，才发现，原来自己一直以来都做错了，
有多么的不舍，一直打给他，一直发信息给他，他却消失了，
有多么的心疼，找机会挽留，试了好多方法，
不停打给他，不停发信息给他向他道歉，
不停的找他的好友，求他帮忙，
“ 是你的就是你的，不是你的就不会是你的，爱他就放他走吧 ” 得到这样的答案，心里是这么的痛，
我爱他，但决不能放他走，
所以不停的发信息给他的朋友，求他们帮忙，
以为这样能打动他的心，但没有，
我再找回他的好友，打给他，却被他狠狠地骂了一顿，
“ 他不接你电话，你怎么打也没有用，他要接的话就会接，不接就是不接，你以为到处找人帮忙，他就会接吗？”
含着泪，说“对不起”，盖了电话，
哭了好久，发现自己错的很多，
他真的走了，就真的离开了，以为一直挽留，能打动他，但错了，这样只是为难他的朋友，让他觉得我好烦，让他对我反感，
我们真的结束了，我什么也不能做了，是多么的不舍，
从没想过会有这么的一天。

以前，朋友问我，相隔将远，能在一起吗？
总是很有信心的回答，当然，而且会永远在一起，他不会离开我的，
觉得他一定不能没有我，所以每次发脾气，要他哄我，
但这一天，他没哄回我了，是多么的后悔，
失去了才懂得珍惜，真的太迟了，是多么的笨，

现在真的好伤心，好难过，是自作自受，
时间能疗伤吗？

811天，在一起了811天，多么难忘的回忆，
两年前为他开了一个blog，写了第一篇文章，
今天在这里，为他写的最后一篇文章。
抱着期望，他会回来吗？

18岁的这一年，做了一件会让自己遗憾一辈子的事。

期待的眼神

你看见了吗？

最初的回忆

my new life

^^ .....

I'M REALLY TIRE OF BEING YOUR GF !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WTF!!!!!!!!

AM I WRONG ?!!!

I'M JUST AN IDIOT !!

I TREAT YOU AS MY EVERYTHING !!

HOW DID YOU TREAT ME?!!!!!

I'M JUST NOTHING AT ALL!!!

ENOUGE !

I DON'T WANT TO BE IDIOT ANYMORE!!!!!!

NO MORE!!

FUCK !

smile ..

最初的发型，最初的样貌，最初的微笑

29 Sept

在那一瞬间，

手很痛，刺下去，

不明液体注射进身体，

手开始麻痹，累了...

灯亮了，五盏灯亮起，

呼吸似乎很困难，

很快的，眼前漆黑一片..

听到说话声，

听到自己心跳声，跳的很快..





一切都过去了,

醒了，痛 ...

很累 ....





现在,

痛着，

定要乖乖休息 ...

.....

笑声影子里隐藏着悲伤，又有谁能了解？
原来，最爱自己的是自己...



























今天，

阳光很耀眼，心却滴着雨.........

Utar Block G

dear.. look at my U. ..
This is a new block. Block G ..
There is a huge lake.. nice, right??
Look like sea..

YEAH!

FINALLY!!!!
Today!! Finished my exam for first trimester.. ^^ yeah

LOOK AT MY ROOM"S WALL !!

3 more nights !!!

yeah!!!! 3 more nights!!

Then, can sleep on my lovely twin bed !!!
Don't need to sleep on this SAMLL bed!!! $%##%*$ !!
YEA!! COUNTDOWN !!

WHAT A BORED!!!!!!!!!!!! $%#*#$@*%$

1201 G/3

1201 G/3 .. yeah. this is my rental room.. .
First of all... this is my room... that love love is my bed and that blue blue belongs to my room-mate, Jane..
That study table is mine.. i know, very neat and tiny.. ^^
(only for that day.. >.<) Look clearly and carefully, there is a pair of slipper under da table, belong to me..SEE!! so CUTE nehx?? what is the cartoon on the slipper??
COW!! COW!!! COW!! right?
However, someone said that it is pig .. $%#%#&&*# !!!
Who is that person?! A Xiao Xiao Zhi! blek...
Next, our wardrobe..Da wardrobe which is hanging the blue tower on it belongs to Jane.
Beside da wardrobe is Jane's study table.
The other wardrobe belongs to me.
It seem quite big but it is not big enough to put my stuff!! >.< .

I miss my house, my room... >.< . Today, a bored day... haiz.

promise.

For my dear pisces boy.

给属于瑞慈的双鱼座男孩：

喜欢牵着你的手,
喜欢挽着你的手,
喜欢让你抚摸着,
喜欢吻你,
喜欢抱着你,
喜欢依偎在你怀里,
喜欢让你搂着我的腰,
喜欢让你的手搭在我肩上,
喜欢靠着你,
喜欢等着你来接我,
喜欢和你躺在地上看星星,
喜欢和你一起走路,
喜欢和你一起搭MRT,
喜欢和你逛街,
喜欢和你搭电梯，
喜欢和你拍照照,
喜欢看电影时靠在你肩膀,
喜欢和你一起转Mantose,
喜欢和你一起吃豆花,
喜欢和你一起吃章鱼烧,
喜欢和你一起吃薯条,
喜欢将我的番茄汁和你辣椒汁放在一起,
喜欢和你一起吃巧克力,
喜欢你帮我切鱼扒，
喜欢你喂我吃东西,
喜欢和你一起喝我爱的柠檬茶，
喜欢陪你去喝starbuck,
喜欢和你一起喝泡泡茶,
喜欢和你一起吃雪糕,
喜欢和你一起抱瑞瑞,
喜欢看你打鼓,
喜欢和你一起去看小狗,
喜欢和你坐在楼下的公园,
喜欢和你去楼梯间,
喜欢你帮我擦眼泪.

好多喜欢的事情, 却很少机会可以做.

想和你去看海豚,
想和你去海边散步,
想和你一起捡贝壳,
想和你去海底世界,
想和你一起看流星,
想和你去看日出,
想和你去看日落,
想和你当天过情人节,
想和你做情人节蛋糕,
想陪你当天过你的生日,
想你陪我当天过我的生日,
想和你过圣诞节,
想和你再一起去旅行,
想去看看你的学校,
想去见见你学校的朋友,
想去见见你的家人,
想和你去那个桥,
想看你band的演出,
想带你看看我的学校,
想带你在湖边散步,
想和你XX.

好多想做的事情, 你都还没陪我做.

怎么可以就将去澳洲?

怎么可以就将丢下我一人在这里?

希望依旧每天能听你的声音,
希望依旧每天能和你聊天,
希望依旧每天能睡前听你说故事,
希望你还是会哄我,
希望你还是会疼我,
希望你依旧每天能陪我入睡.

希望现在你..... 能.. 帮我擦掉眼泪...

爱哭，爱撒娇，爱乱发脾气，爱无理取闹，任性，属于子焜的巨蟹座女孩....字

dear..

dear..

I don't like to study..

Do you know that?

I miss you much..

T_T

dislike the final exam...

sure will be suck .. T_T

I don't want to stay apart from you anymore !!!

But I can't do anything, how?!!

Am I useless?!!

YES!!!!!! T_T ...

headache .. T_T

若我们注定要分割两地，那为何老天爷要让我们相遇？

我昨晚做恶梦，

真的不想让你越走越远，

不要去好不好？

到底是为了什么而活着？

到底还会不会有未来？

我厌倦了......

Finally, completed!!

Finally, completed my time table ..

Keep trying to help my friend now, but can't.. haizz..

The line is suck again.. =.=''

SxxK registration

=.=''

woke up at 7.45am..

WHY?!!

For course registration!
(we need to register our timetable for next trimester ourselves through online course registration. Started from 8am, 31 August)

However, already try to login about 1 hour, the network still traffic!

What a BAD idea!!! About 1000 students need to register at the same time!!
The line sure will be suck!

haiz.. What a BORE!!

sleepy ..

Shall I ?

" YOU SHALL REGRET IT FOREVER "

Shall I ??

......

Sometimes, felt weary in mind.
You didn't know what I need, and I didn't know what were you thinking.

You said that you love me, didn't you??

I hate to hear your sound now, I have nothing can say to you.
Give me a breather..

A boring day

Opened my eye, stared at the ceiling.
Knew that a boring day was going to start.....

Raining now and I'm in my room.
Sitting on my bed, looking at the screen, thinking of my exam.
Going to do my revision but feel like moody to do it.

haiz.. what can I do now instead of do revision?

NOTHING can do! Must be prepared for my final exam!!!!!!!!

haizz... What a bore!

What's a suck day?

Last night, a suck day!
FxxK off those bitch!!!
Kept making noises till so late!!
What is "RESPECT" ???
Furthermore, this is my hostel!!!!!!!!
Exam is coming soon, if you think that you are clever enough to score all A, then you can keep enjoying!!!
Please don't disturb others who want to do revision!!
Headache and stomach pain last nigh, wanted to have a better sleep but those fxxker kept making noises till midnight!!!!
What's the fxxk!
That time, I were so upset and angry!!
I just wanted someone to care of me?!
Were I wrong?????!!!
Don't always say that I didn't care of you!!! Do you?!!
Don't tell me that you are in pressure or what, me TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!
Don't tell me that you are facing final exam or what, me TOO!!!!!!!
You knew that I were having headache and stomach pain last night, didn't you?!!
You knew that I were waiting for your call, didn't you?!!!
Last night, I just hoped that you would call me soon and care of me..
However, you just made me feel disappoint!
I HATE liar!!!!
Don't simply tell me that you love me if you did not care of me!!!!!!!

22nd August (saturday) ^^ with dear..

^^ happy day

yea... Friday !!
Today is a happy day..

Why??

First of all ..
CONGRATS to my bro...
He is going to have an engagement on Sunday .. ^^

What's going on????
Therefore, my family will attend his engagement..

So???
That's mean I will be going to Singapore later too.. ^^
Take night bus at 11am

Then????
Then, can hang out with Dear tomorrow... yeah ^^


^^ .. Picking up my clothes now...

CraZy

Sometimes, think that I'm really crazy.....
Today, a raining day ..
Someone told me that radio reported Kampar will be having good weather today.. BLUFF!!
However, hold day, the sky was crowed with dark clouds..
Then, started to rain..
shyok..
Today is a day that suitable to have a better sleep..
Lack of sleep in these few weeks !!! T_T pity..
Caught cold too... T_T
Why???
Because....
Assignment! Assignment!!
Presentation!! Presentation!!
Test!! Test!! T_T Dislike all of these !!
Some more... Who's fault? DeaR!!!
Made me cry these few day!!! T_T
Don't tell me that you were lying... bad... sad...
I really need a better sleep!!!!!
So, slept from 1pm till 6pm,
When I woke up,
ee.. I saw my room-mate was sleeping too..
What time did she sleep?
Don't know.. just noticed that she had not came back when I was going to sleep.
who care... =.= .
very hungry that time as didn't eat my lunch.
So, ordered my dinner..
After finished my rice, slept again..
Till 10pm ...
Am I crazy??? =.=...
What's going on?
Blur... =.= ..
(1pm-6pm : 5hours + 7pm-10pm : 3 hours = 8 hours)
Crazy!!
Really tire!!!!!!!!!! =.=''
Yesterday.... more crazier...
Went to Ipoh around 6pm with my classmate.
For??????
For...... took our dinner...
Why?????
Don't know...
Someone said that need to relaxxxxxxx..
RELAX?? yea... relaxx..
so, 7 of us finished our dinner around 7pm at Ipoh.
Then???
Sing K... .. 6 hourssssss !!
=.='' ..
Still said that will leave before 10pm...
At the end, we went back to Kampar around 1pm..
Arrived hostel around 2pm..
Slept around 3pm...
Had class at 8am, needed to wake up at 7am.....
So, don't blame that I'm sleepy pig or what!!
As... I were really very tire + sleepy...... =.=...

Tell me.... T_T

Tell me that you were lying !!!!!!

Tell me that..... please.....

T_T

Tell me that you were lying!!!!!

Tell me NOW !!!!!!!!!!

please........

T_T

Headache !!!!!!!

Hate!!! headache!!!!

Moody!!!

Gloomy!!!!

Can't concentrate to do revision!!!

EXAM !!!!!!!!!!!!

Going to hell...... T___T

SxxK !! Useless!!

T_T .........

I miss you... Rui Ci...

Where are you??

Where did you go??

COME BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

T_T ...

Save`me..........

sa..ve ... m..e .....

suffer..i...n...g..

sa..ve.. m.........e..



where.. a.re... you?

RelaXed + CraZy Day (25th July)

group presentation

had group presentation yesterday.
there are 5 buddies in my group.
our topic is preposition and our presentation was very funny.
Lecturer said that our presentation was very creativity.. =P yeah.

who am I?

Who am I ?

I'm useless..

I hate those cruel destiny..

How to out of touch with reality?!

I'm a liar..

I can't hold our fade in my hands properly..

I'm tire..

I want to sleep forever..

I want to stay in my dreamland..

zZZZZzzzZZZZZ

The way to my rental house from Utar

I cycle to U everyday and I will pass a lake on my way.
Dear, the scenery is nice, right?
I always hope that one day we can take a walk together beside this lake.
When do you want to come?
I really miss you so much.

One of the houses which on the opposite of the lake is my rental house.

2th Anniversary

Today, 15th is the anniversary of the day we started our relationship.
.....................
........
...
Miss you..

dear

我不是一个好女友
对不起
每次对你发脾气
真的很对不起

SxxK

life's Sxxk
only a word can describe the U's life

" BUSY "

First,
assignment, assignment, and assignment again...
hear this word every day!!!
"how about your assignment?"
"had you done your assignment?"
"pass assignment to me later..."
bored..

Second,
always in a sleepy mood.
end my night class at 8pm today, have morning class at 8am in the next day.
how can I sleep enough? became older and older..

Third,
always rush here and rush there.
the distance between 2 labs is so far.
Today,
6pm-7pm(block B)
7pm-8pm(block D)
I'm not a super girl, I can't fly from block B to block D
so tire!!!!!!!!!

Fourth,
Next week,
mid-term test..
There are too many assignments and presentations,
how can I have enough time to do revision??!!!

haiz..
Actually, I'm quite enjoying with my U's life.
As can meet many new friends.
I like to go to U, I like to attend the classes, I like to read the notes.
Quite like to present too. (quite enjoy the challenge and like to wear in formal.. =P)
But, I don't like those assignments.. quiz.. and tests!!!!!!


Dear...
I want to meet you.
I hope to meet you.
When do you want to travel with me?!!
I can't stand for this life so long.
I need to rest!!!! I want to rest!!!!
Dear... miss you..

puppy

(Meki recorded it ^^)

A cute puppy. ^^
Few days ago, MeiKi's friend picked it up beside the road.
But they leave the puppy in a field just now. T_T
As pets are not allow to stay in our rental house.

my pity finger .. T_T

dear...see...
my finger was bleeding..
painful...

first presentation

Had finished my first presentation in UTAR just now.. ^^
That's a 5 minutes speech and the marks are include in our total final exam marks.
My topic is "A Baby Driver" (This is dear's idea.. =P)
A baby driver is a person that start to learn driving, same as a baby start to learn walking.
I was talking about my experience as a baby driver.
Then, I was wearing in formal look... ^^
Finally, had finished my first presentation, but the other presentations are coming soon.. haiz..

thank.. buddies

Peiyi, Junyi, Suk Wah, Kan Khun, Kenneth
THANK ... ^^
glad to meet you all today though that I looked so serious.
(as I was very busy and I was very tire.. sorry about that...)
thank for visited me in this afternoon.
thank for the KFC...
thank Kenneth for that perfume..

really happy to meet you all today ... muakxxx

Review(24th June) Small Bithday Cake

Celebrated my sweet 18th birthday with my U first GanG.
This was the small cake that bought by them.
Thank, buddies.. ^^

Review (24th June) some wishes from my new U friends

Thanks... ^^
These are some wishes from my new U friends..

dear.. Thanks.. muakx..

dear...sha gua.. Thanks..
Love you much.. muakxxx..

Thanks.

my Dear, Friends...
Thanks for your wish .. ^^

...................

我很累，
好想现在能依偎在你怀里.. 但我做不到
厌倦电话里的吵闹声,
好想永远不再与你闹.. 但我做不到

还能做什么?

Happy Father's Day + Happy birthday to me and my bro.. ^^

yea.. celebrated Father's Day, my birthday and my bro's birthday.. =P
18th June -- my bro's birthday
21th June -- father's day
24th June -- my birthday ^^
so celebrate together every year.. ^^

see.. that's a blueberry cake

my bracelet... T_T

dear....

that bracelet...

which bought by you..

that one... T_T

how??!!!! T_T ..

I can't fix it.. don't know how to fix it... T_T

T_T.. cry.. T_T ...

TIRE!!!!!!!

dear...

I'm tire...

.......... T_T ....... .

dear..

dear...
I'm waiting for your call.
arr........ When you want to call me??! dear !!!!!!!

Will be going back to Kampar tomorrow..
Need to attend my first class tomorrow..
haiz.. dear.. I really realize what you meant now.

dear..
Hope that you can visit me in this holiday..
" I know!! Can't, right??? "
I know that you won't change your decision.. T_T
haizzz...
I know that I'm a childish girlfriend,
forgive me for what I had said...

dear.... miss you much ..

hanged out with dad and mum

hanged out with my dad and mum around 6pm till 9pm.
We went to Tesco and bought some stuff.
Mum had brought files, note book, clothes hooks, shampoo and ................... for me.
yea.. need to bring those stuff to Kampar.
quite tire and sleepy now.

dear!!!!!
I'm waiting for your call...
When you want to call me???
So sleepy now... zZZZZZ

my new U life

My new U life is starting now..
Came back on this Thursday and staying at Ipoh now.
Will be going back to Kampar in the afternoon on next Monday, as I need to attend my class at 6pm till 8pm on Monday.
U is quite near from my rental house. I can either take bus or ride bicycle to my U.
I'm taking the Foundation in Art (stream A group 15).
There are 14 teaching weeks in my first trimester and I need to learn 6 subjects, there are Computer Studies, Introduction to Accounting, Principles of Economics, English Language, Math for Business and Social Science, Public Speaking and Communication.
The class will be starting on next Monday.
There are 14 subjects that I need to take in this first year.
Will learn different subject depend on the semester.
Haiz.. worrying about exam now.... =.=''
Haizz.. dear..
I knew your feeling, I realized what you meant.

hm.. How about my rental house??
erm.. already stayed at there for one week.
erm.. felt okok lo..
This is a new triple storeys house, all the furniture is new.
The house is big and quite comfortable, but it's very warm and the floor and furniture always cover in dust as there is a building site opposite my rental house.
Some insects will fly into the house after a heavy rain. EE.. yerr..
Luckily, there is provided cleaning service. phew...
Unfortunately, only once time per week. T_T
The network is quite bad at there, always disconnect as too many student are using at there.
Beside that, the mobile phone's line is quite bad too.. haiz..
How's my room-mate??
Her name is Jane, a very friendly and kind girl. ^^
Beside that, my housemates are very friendly too.

lol.. 4 years..
will maintain this U life for 4 years.
dear.. 4 years.. must remember our promise..
muakx..

will be going to Kampar later

zZZ
"Kampar.." I'll be coming soon..


dear.... muakx..

found it .. ^^

dear!! ^^
I found it!!!!
that.. I really found it .. =P
XD.. happy ..
I found the clothe which was bought by you!!
This was the first present from you .. ^^
"Why lost it?? as never keep it properly, right?!! Where you put it??"
"wardrobe.."
"O.O huh?"
"yes!! found it from my wardrobe... =.='' ..."
I found it for a long time, almost two years!! Actually, just put it in my wardrobe.. =.=''
SWOONED.. =.='' ..

dear...
I won't lose it again !!
WON'T!!
I will keep it properly.. ^^
promise!!

picking my stuff now

=.= ..
dear!! why waked me up so early.. :O

haiz...
will be moving to Kampar tomorrow.
(Utar at Kampar there)
(will stay at Westlake's Oxford)
my dad will send me there around 12pm.
Of course mummy will follow us too.
haizz..
picking my stuff now.
"What stuff that I should bring there?" ... 0.0
I have been puzzling about this question for few hours .. =.=''
thinking......
.....................
........ thinking.....
...........
.............thinking ...... .....
Of course I should bring my clothes!
"How many clothes that I should bring?".. 0.0
huh? This is a difficult problem!
then...
shoes, sport shoes, slippers, bags ...
then...mobile phone, charger, electronic dictionary, it's charger, Twilight novel, pencil bag, files, note books, register form....
then...shampoo, toothbrush, toothpaste, cleanser, toner, repairing lotion, sunblock, contact lenses, solution to store and clean contact lenses , tower, carpet, mirror, hair's comb and.............
then........pillow, bet sheet, blanket... oh ya.. RuiRui..
then...
thinking.......
............. thinking.....
thinking... zZZZZZ...... sleepy.. :O

...........
.............
.........

4 hours later .....
4.05pm now.
lol... still haven't finish!! thinking and picking.. =P

hanged out

tire.. :O.. sleepy..
came back and bathed just now ..
yes... hanged out with Peiyi again.
We wore like boy style .. so sporty..=P
(dear.. cooler than you.. =P)
(really cool, right?)
yea, I wore a gray jacket which is bought by my bro from Imperial College London.. ^^
Thanks.. gor .. =P
erm. .. haiz .. We went to parade again.
( parade again?? )
( yes .. actually quite boring =.=)
( we had no choice !! )
but at least we had watched movie.
yes!! the new show... "Night at The Museum 2". ^^
same as the "Night at The Museum 1", the movie was so funny and interesting .. =P
I prefer to watch this again instead of "Angles and Demons"!!
really like to watch this movie.. XD
Beside that, took many photos with Peiyi!!
Finally!!! I didn't forget to take photos .. =P

Disconnet last night ( SxxK! )

arr ..
couldn't connect last night!!
didn't know what's that problem, and also didn't know how to fix it..
the streamyx .. SXXK !!
this's not the first time,
this SxxK problem already happened many times!!
really.. SxxK

will be going out

dear..
I will be going out with peiyi.
we will watched "Angles and Demons" later.. ^^

.....
..............
...........
....

came back..

Angels and Demons ...
erm...
For me,
I won't watch this movie twice times !!!
as...
erm...
those cardinals are kill one by one and die disgusting !
but actually the story quite interesting and exciting..

Fault of Pisces Boy

昨晚 ......

“好啦，乖啦，去睡啦，明天pass的话，就送一份礼物给你啦”

看，为了哄女友睡觉，又许下一个承若，
对，这就是双鱼座男孩，
哄你时，什么都可以，什么都说，都不想想后果！
要不然就不哄，每次酸我，和我顶嘴，
更严重的就是对我冷冷淡淡..

erm... 怎么说好呢 ~~

之前也忘了是为了什么而哄我，也是说送我一份礼物！
说给我的棒棒糖呢？？还欠我3个！！是两年前欠下的嗯!
那束纸百合花呢？弄到一半，明明就只剩外面的花纸，到现在都还没弄好！！
还有呢，我终生免费的VIP演唱会门票，既然还会过期！！还要我renew???
哦，对，还说过去年年尾我去新加坡的话，就每个星期陪我出两次，我去了1个月，陪了我多少次？！
说好等我考完spm，年尾就带我去Sentosa Underwater World玩，到现在都还没去！！明知道我真的很喜欢看海底世界，很喜欢看鱼，很想看海豚！！
还说要买一个海豚娃娃给我，到现在都还没送！！
还有说好年尾要去Orchard Road一起过圣诞节，还答应要和我拍1000张照片，结果那天你既然和那个咚咚一起过！！
哦，对！说我5月去新加坡要补回我们的情人节，说要带我去设计属于我们的情人节星星蛋糕！！我的情人节蛋糕呢？？！

看，这些可不是我逼你说的哦，是你自己哄我时说的哦！！

还有说过结婚时，要折多少颗星星？要弄一个大大的星星摆在台上！还有答应要每个人敬酒的时候手上都会拿一支星星！还说会弄星星的气球装饰！
之后又有答应过，以后我们的房间，天花板每一晚都会有星星宇宙的投影灯！还有镜子形状，窗帘，床单吖都是星星的！还说过冲凉房要有浴缸的。
然后又说，我们要养两只狗狗，你要Haski，我要西施！
还有你说你以后做工累累回来的话，也还是会理我，会陪我的！

看，听着先哦，可能几年后就会忘记了！！

对，最终要的是答应过我的“十年约定”，其他的忘记了，还可以原谅，这个如果你敢忘记的话....不，没有如果！！知道吗？？ blek.. ^^

trial car test

phew..
had taken my trial car test just now.
how was it??
erm.. passed already .. phew.
my skill quite bad, but the proctor was so kind.
haiz.. so scary when saw the proctor,
He was a malay and look so fierce,
but actually he was so kind..
haiz..
5th June -- my real test.
dear.. pray for me, if not you must be my "Forever Driver" ..
( that's your promise.. =P )
blek.. =P

went to my god mum's house.

haha.. so happy today !! ^^
why?
as went to my god mum's house in this morning.
I didn't visit her for a long time.
She looked after me since I was a baby till i was 9 years old.
yea.. I stayed at her house till 9 years old.
I will visit her once or twice a year only as I moved to another state.
quite far.. T_T
I seem like her family, she and her family very care of me. ^^
so happy that could visit her today .. ^^
She brought out some photo of me when I was young. ^^
cute, right??? Sure!!!

Beside that, I met B zai too.. ^^
B zai.. my god mum looked after him since he was a baby too.
Actually, his real name is call Bing Choong..
but we called him as B zai since he was a baby .. =P
He's smaller than me, he's 15 years old now.
but.. taller than me .. T_T
last time, I was taller than him, but exchange now.
wow.. he's tall and brawny now.
still remember that he was very cute when he was a baby.
he has a pair of big eye, bigger than me .. T_T
bigger than me now too.. T_T
hng .. blek
Unfortunately, I didn't meet my god dad.
He went to work already.. T_T
anyway .. so happy to meet my god mum and B zai .. ^^
but quite tire as slept very late last night. :O