Fever T_T

fever again.. T_T
dear....

fever again..

and my body appears many small red spot.. T_T
dear......
how??

Review (23th May) - hanged out with dear -

DATE : 22th May 2009
DAY : Thursday
LOCATION : Tampines 1 & Tampines Mall

I remember this day!!
I brought RUIRUI to hang out.. ^^

mummy with RUIRUI and daddy with it























You said that you had no appetite and i took lunch with my sis already,
so we didn't took lunch..
but we ate many snack.. delicious.. ^^













































oh.. ya.. we took bus to temasek polytehnic,
but we just stayed for awhile..
Why??? cause..... ... .... .....

dear.. so happy that can hang out with you.
really so happy... muakxxxx....
Do you feel like that too?? ^^
but...
haizz....
after that,
we need to wait for so long to meet each other.. T_T
Is my fault... T_T...
dear..... how??

love you much, dear... muakx

Review (22th May) - hanged out with dear -

DATE : 22th May 2009
DAY : Wednesday
LOCATION : Tampines Mall

We ate Ajisen Ramen for lunch..












Then.. we...
....
......
... remind me!

ohh...
At the end,
You accompanied me to take shuttle bus to my sis's condo.
We rest at the BBQ area and looked at the stars..
lol.. We were so tire..
felt sleepy..













oh.. ya..
we sauntered to the petrol station and bought juices..
dear.. thanks for accompanied me till so late..
MUAKXX..

Review (20th May) - hanged out with dear -

DATE : 20th May 2009
DAY : Monday
LOCATION : Tampines 1

er.... oh ya... we ate Japanese's food for our lunch..
then.........
DEAR.. remind me!!

hmm... why I stared at you ?!!
I forget.... T_T
sure be funny, but I forget... T_T

Review (15th May) - hanged out with dear -

DATE : 15th May 2009
DAY : Wednesday
LOCATION : City Hall

See !!
On the way to Hougang MRT from my sis's block.
As we needed to take MRT to City Hall..
yes, he's wearing school uniform,
wore like a good student .. XD..












DEAR... after that...
What did we do?
Remind me !!! T_T

I'm silly + stupid ... T_T

HOW ?!!

Review (13th May) - hanged out with dear -

DATE : 13th May 2009
DAY : Monday
LOCATION : Plaza Singapura & Vivo City

Firstly, we went to Plaza Singapura......
......
.......
....
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Dear, I forget that what did we do at Plaza Singapura.. T_T
Remind me !!!!! T_T
Then, went to Vivo City....
....
.....
......
....
Dear.... Can you remind me??
What did we do??
I just remember that we lying on the floor at night..
Look at the sky and we saw many stars........
oh. ya... we went to a pet shop too...
saw many pet and my lover, dogs..

Others.. can't remember !!!
DEAR ..... REMIND ME AND CONTINUE TO WRITE DOWN HERE THAT WHAT DID WE DO...
can??? please.... I don't want to forget it !!! T_T

Oxford House ( BULFF!!)

" Oxford House " ,
yes, I rent one of it's room.
Why I said that it's bluffing?
As the website of it show that it provided internet service,
but I check out my mail box today,
( I sent email to it and ask some question, so that it replid me!! )
( replied so slow !!! waited for it a few day!!)
It replied me,
" ..... The internet service of this house is temporary not available..... "
=.=''
If the internet service is temporary not available, why that website show that it provided???!

BAD !!!!!!!

ARRIVED (singapore - ipoh)

Arrived at home in early morning.
Yes, from Singapore. (haizz.. Miss you.. dear.)
Then sleep till very late as couldn't sleep well in the bus.
( took bus with my bro)

Yesterday, hanged out with my eldest sister to Plaza Singapura.
(dear, Plaza Singapura, right????)
(=P.. i always call that Singapore Plaza)
That's my last shopping for this trip.
We watched " Handsome Suit " !
That's a Japanese movie and it is absolute funny!
My sis laughed till cried.. XD
We went back home around 7.30pm as I needed to take bus around 9.30pm.
We bought our dinner, then went home and ate together with my other bro and sis.

lol.. see.. the big poster " Handsome suit "
This's me !!

This's my sis

BAD DEAR !!!!!!
Didn't hang out with me in the last day!!
Though that already hanged out with you fifth times, but that's last day !!!!!
Wanted to choose your best friends, also didn't want to hang out with me!!
Bad CT !!!!!!!!!!
HNG..
haiz..

Dear, miss u much... muakx.

Oh ya..
MMU offered course for me too,
but i already chose UTAR .
My dad and mum also said that UTAR's better than MMU as MMU's located in Melaka while UTAR's located in Kampar, Perak.
So that i can go home every weekend..
UTAR !!
23th, will check-in at that Ocford House.
26th, will register for foudation course.
27th, Orientation day.

Final Decision (UTAR)

Arr.... Finally, made my decision yesterday.
I really haven't get ready to study in singapore.
My result and english are so suck. Poly rejected me.
Insitutes in sg, their fees are too expensive for my family.
If I study at here(staying at sg now), sure will feel very stress.
Thanks Angela for your help, but i really can't study at here.
" so, UTAR ... I will be coming soon!! "

Yes, i will take the foudation course in art (1 year),
After that, will take Bachelor of Business Administration course (3 years).

Dad booked the room for me already.
Oxford Home, same house as my friend, mei ki.
Yes, luckly that can stay with my friend.
She will take same course with me in this year.
That is a triple storey house, my room is on the ground floor.
The facilities and amenities of this house are not bad,
Provides laundry service, cleaning service, 24hours security service, internet service, UTAR bus pickup service and others.
I will be sharing my room with another girl from KL or may be will exchange room to stay with that friend.
RM220 per month.

Dear !! 4 years..
I need to stay apart from you about 4 years...
Though we can meet each other during holidays, but I still will miss you so much.
We need to continue our date style -- talk phone every night
(Waste your money)
But we can chat and talk by MSN next year,
then can save your money.
haizzz... aRR...
Whose fault? ME!!!!
As my result too suck and too stupid... haiz.. sorry.

Dear !! Our promise, must remember it, ok? Promise!!!!!

picked up my clothes

Fianlly, picked up my clothes just now..
WHY??!!
Because..
i will go to Singapore tomorrow.
Around 6pm, my bro will be driving back to sg,
so i will follow him and stay at there about fortnight.

Dear.. miss me, right?
Waiting for me?
Happy?? =P

Beside, sorry lo... junyi, sukwah and peiyi.
Can't hang out with you on monday.

open webcam with fuuny bro (ah ming ) =P

lol... see .. a funny guy...
yes, he's my bro, i'm his didi..
why that i'm a didi? didi? boy??
why?!
I dont know.. ask him.. =P
This was the first time I open webcam with him since he moved to jb.
I thought that he felt unhappy and lonely as studied alone in jb,
but I was wrong!
look at his face !! SEE!!
looks so happy

drink ( FxxK )

arr.. had a quarrel with you AGAIN.

I just wanted to care about your health

I was wrong???

At the end, I said that don't mind already.

Up to you..

but you were in a temper.

what could I do? what could I say?

haiz.

dropped from memory

忘了
怎么会忘了？
回头想想
真的把好多事情忘了
你以前骂的是对的
何苦把仇恨埋藏在心底
却把你对我的好从记忆里删除？
之前，真的不明白你和他说的“纯爱”
把爱看得太残忍，看得太轻浮
你骂的对
从和你开始时
就是那种纯纯的喜欢
就是那种纯纯的想每天听到你的声音
就是那种纯纯的想与你发发信息
就是那种纯纯的想知道你每天在做么
就是那种纯纯的想让你知道我在做么
就是那种纯纯的想你哄哄我
就是那种纯纯的想你疼疼我
原来曾经也经历过所谓“纯爱”
一生中遇过这么一次的“纯爱”
虽然时间不是很长
都该好好的回味
２００７的那一年，我们的“纯爱”诞生了
如今
它随着时间
慢慢的成长了
经历过太多事情
慢慢的已不像以前那样了
但我不想在把它从我记忆中删除

别问我怎么会突然这么想
是昨晚忘了那首歌时
想回以前的事
“彩虹”

我不想再忘记

sorry

dear...

last night, had a quarrel with you again.
haizz...
i know that i'm childish, sorry.





我们吵过多少次了？？？
每天都吵, 数都数不完...

haiz..

visited tombs

Came back and bathed just now, tired...
woke up at 6am and visited tombs.
visited 4 tombs, there are my dad's grandparents', my grandparents' and two uncles'..
Besides, met many relatives and had lunch together.
Afterward, went to Cave Sam Poh to visit my mum's tomb
( my dad's first wife )
feel tired and sleepy now..

Dear.... see !!!! my hand..
got injured accidentally.. T_T
that's why my sis always call me ' silly girl '
always knock here knock there... =.= ..
felt very pain on my wound while bathing... T_T
but not pain now... =P

edited photo

Character : ruici, peiyi, shini

2nd， april " April's fool "

愚人节，一定是在4月1日吗？
错！！
4月2日，我的愚人节。
不是我被作弄，而是我和佩仪作弄别人。
就那个傻傻可爱的朋友吖，觉得他是对佩仪有感觉的啦，
我们和他闹了一个小玩笑。
就是闹他说我和佩仪去kl，要见他什么什么的，
他那时在做工，所以就说不能陪我们逛街咯。
之后傍晚时我们又说要过夜，两个女生不懂怎么办，
叫他帮我们定酒店，还是去他家过夜。
他还真的相信。
不过他就一直很焦急，因为他不能晚上出来，
又不能给我们睡他家，就一直很焦急的为我们想办法，
又问他朋友能不能给我们睡那边什么什么的。
到最后我们不忍心在作弄好人，就告诉他是闹他的。
他就好像有点生气，不过一下子就没有了。
其实我也不是第一次闹他了，每次和佩仪逛街时，都会和他通电话，
我就会把电话抢去，然后假装是佩仪闹他。他真的傻傻好好笑的柠檬鱼。=P
就将咯，其实不是很好笑，但当时我和佩仪笑了好久。

hanged out with sis, peiyi & bao bei, shini

lol.... happy.. =P
why???
because hanged out with peiyi & shini today.. ^^ we went to Jusco..
actually we intended to hang out on monday, but we have changed to thursday.
why????
becuase we intended to celebrate ah ming's birthday on monday,
haizz.. but he went to kl aready, so that's why we hang out today..
We went to kfc and took our brunch first, ( we didn't take breakfast, so hungry... )
then we took some photos together, ( we like to take photo.. =P can't? blehh.. )
but.... haizz... ( dont say it le.. )
After that, we watched " The Fast and The Furious 4 "
baobei chose it, Right choice!!! ( nice and exciting movie ) like it..
We watched till around 3.30pm..
Afterwards...... haizz.... haizzz........
someone stole my baobei away... haizz..
who's the bad guy?????
lol... her boyfriend.. ah kit... =P
so she accompanied her bf. (didn't inform us when you went home ..bleh.. =.=.. )
then, peiyi and i met frendy,
we played automobile race game together ( i was the first.. haha.. { lucky} =P ) ,
why did we choose to play it?? ( affected by the movie.. =P )
then we went to eat at Mcd and had a chit-chat with him.
He went home around 6pm,
so then, we went shopping till around 7pm...
then my friend who works in jusco sent me to tuition center during his dinner break..
wahh...... so happy and tired today.
Arrived home around 10pm.. tired.. sleepy... zZZZZ

see ... our happy moments ^^ sweet nehxx... baobei hug me..
haizz.... jealous of baobei's fair skin and big eyes... =Psee.... do wee look like lesbian?? .. =P my laopo
dont snatch her away from my hand..

oh... ya...
i will edit all these photos by tomorrow.. ^^

mood of these few days

其实这几天心情满差的，蛮差？不对，应该是说跌倒谷底。
为什么呢？
四个原因（蛮无聊的原因）

其一，在家太得空，每次胡思乱想
（没办法，想象力蛮丰富的）

其二，关于升学的事，弄得我快头爆
（ 还好我有那么疼我的姐姐哥哥帮我解围，当然还有老公也帮了我很多 ）

其三，考车的东西　
（其实蛮怕驾车的，因为.... 路上很多车　《什么烂原因》 ）

其四，要怪一个人！！　茂松先生，茂松贵子先生，怎么说呢，就是这个想象力丰富的人吖，害我自从看了他画的漫画之后，心情就很奇怪，还蛮恐怖的感觉，他弄我哭了，晚上也睡不好，还害我被老公骂，都是他的错　
（ 　奇怪哦？看漫画看到将，就～～最后是开心的结局，但心里就．．．遗憾．．不．．　因该是．．不懂啦，很难说，就因为感情和想象力真的蛮丰富的我，而且很容易受影响，很容易 就可以进入漫画中的情节，不知不觉感受到主角们的心情，就....虽然是不会动的漫画，都好像看到会动一样，也因为那先生画的很有感觉，就．．． 哎呀，不懂啦，就怪他就对了　）

就这四个无聊的原因　～～

就将咯，一直到昨晚，
已经很少开ｍｓｎ的我，昨天上线了，找了几位网友聊聊，之后心情好多了。

就有一位大我很多年的朋友，和他谈天，可以和他说一些我不开心的事，之后心情也没那么差了
( 因为他就会每次鼓励我吖，就让我觉得其实事情也没想象那么差啦）

之后呢，就也有和一位傻傻的朋友聊天，他真的是很好笑，
一上线就问我：＂怎么办？＂
＂什么怎么办？＂　
（我本来还以为是他的一个朋友死了，不是我咒他的朋友，是他那个朋友已经很久没上线，又没找我，我之前一直以为他失踪了　《“他一定要找你的吖，你是他的谁？“　老公问的》　也是啦，不一定的，他不是我的谁　）
好啦，到回来说那个傻傻的，
就他吖，也认识我一个朋友（女性啦）
然后就说是他害到我那个女性的那个朋友不能上线，
我就问他做么咯，
之后他就说他寄了ｖｉｒｕｓ给她什么什么的，
就一直很焦急问我怎么办，
哈，和他谈谈下，就笑了，他真的很好笑（很天真可爱）

还有呢，就是和一位大我两年的哥哥谈天（不是亲生的啦），他吖，现在在伦敦做工
他也很烦，是烦做工的事啦，我也有和他说说我烦的事啦，
之后就谈到爱情
他就突然问我，“　为什么那时候不接受我吖？“
为什么？哈，我也不知道
我就问回他　“　为什么要接受你吖？　“
之后就继续谈着，突然电话在振动，
（因为我习惯不开声音，还每次不爱接电话，每次被老公朋友骂的，有一次老公还发火说　“你不如把电话丢掉啦“　《我记得的哦》　）
是他打来啦，
一打来就问，“知道我是谁吗？“
废话，你的声音那么容易就可以听出了，
而且这么奇怪的电话号码，除了老公和他打来回将，也没别人了
就将和他谈天咯，
他，真的变了很多，很多很多很多
他虽然在伦敦做工，但还是很爱在这里怡保的女友（算还是啦，我也搞不清楚的关系）
那女的吖，小我两年，中一就和他在一起，那时男的中五，
虽然那女的那时候中一还小，但还蛮开放的（因该是说双方家人都开放）（注：她住在我家后面）
之后呢，我要说的是．．．．　我又遇上一个笨蛋（我觉得是啦，可能有人会不觉得）
他既然让他那个女友去找其他男生，
然后还那么疼那个女的，
那女的要什么，他就买什么
几千块的电话买给她，不只一次，两次了；
她要电脑，４千块的电脑买给她；
项链千多块也送；
就连她妈妈生日，也寄钱回来给她；
更不用说每个月的电话费了，从伦敦打回来，想都想到那价钱，
虽然说他在伦敦做工，但他还要自己养自己吖，
那女的还既然找其他男的，
我问他，你不怕女友被抢走，这么放心？
（如果是以前，有一个男的追他女友，早就被打了，现在他既然让女的去找）
他说，他要让那个女的知道，到最后最疼她的是谁．．．
他还说现在比较注重赚多点钱，之后回来，
我．．．．无话可说，
认识他那么久了，从没想过他会变到将．．．　＝．＝　（好事还是坏事？不懂啦）
就将继续和他聊聊，
盖了电话后，他就ｓｍｓ我说：“　ｓｈｅｎ　ｍｅ　ｓｈｉ　ｄｏｕ　ｙａｏ　ｚａｉ　ｋａｉ　ｘｉｎ　ｄｅ　ｆａｎｇ　ｍｉａｎ　ｎａ　ｂｉａｎ　ｘｉａｎｇ，ｏｋ？＂
哈，ｏｋ．．．．　

还有和几位朋友聊天啦，网友好友朋友，原来聊聊天，会让心情好一点
最后呢，在和老公讲电话之前，（每晚都会和老公讲电话才会睡的）
就看看朋友们的ｂｌｏｇ，

无意中就看到一位小妹妹的ｂｌｏｇ，
其实也不是小我很多啦，就只是小我一年，
看了她的ｂｌｏｇ，既然笑了，
因为看她写的ｂｌｏｇ，感觉好像看回以前的自己，
不是说她像我，还是我像她，
是她写的东西，让我感觉到以前刚刚开始写ｂｌｏｇ的心情，
是在热恋时的心情，
她真的很可爱，写的东西也充满丰富的感情（是我自己觉得啦），
虽然她最近写的那几篇好像和她男友吵架，
但我还是觉得他们两个．．．．　怎么说呢．．
我也不懂怎么说，就看了她写的东西，就有一种感觉，
一种不懂怎么说的感觉．．．让我暂时忘了烦的事情。

就将咯，之后和老公谈天，
和平时一样，
意见不和，吵架（也不算吵架啦，每次都将，已经没什么了）
直到４点将，就戴着耳机入睡了．．　

１１点多才起，昨晚那情节又在脑海徘徊，
都是．．．．　吖．．茂松贵子先生的错．．．　＝．＝　
想一想，我老公蛮可怜的，
今天还要一早起身上课，才睡那一下下，
抱歉嗯，疼回啦．．．