RUICI

18岁的这一年

2009-10-10T15:06:00.005+08:00

从没想过他会离开，一直以来都以为他不能没有我，
当他真的离开后，才发现，原来自己才是不能失去他的，
以前一直闹脾气，耍任性，认为自己做的一切都是对的，
当他真的离开后，才发现，原来自己一直以来都做错了，
有多么的不舍，一直打给他，一直发信息给他，他却消失了，
有多么的心疼，找机会挽留，试了好多方法，
不停打给他，不停发信息给他向他道歉，
不停的找他的好友，求他帮忙，
“ 是你的就是你的，不是你的就不会是你的，爱他就放他走吧 ” 得到这样的答案，心里是这么的痛，
我爱他，但决不能放他走，
所以不停的发信息给他的朋友，求他们帮忙，
以为这样能打动他的心，但没有，
我再找回他的好友，打给他，却被他狠狠地骂了一顿，
“ 他不接你电话，你怎么打也没有用，他要接的话就会接，不接就是不接，你以为到处找人帮忙，他就会接吗？”
含着泪，说“对不起”，盖了电话，
哭了好久，发现自己错的很多，
他真的走了，就真的离开了，以为一直挽留，能打动他，但错了，这样只是为难他的朋友，让他觉得我好烦，让他对我反感，
我们真的结束了，我什么也不能做了，是多么的不舍，
从没想过会有这么的一天。

以前，朋友问我，相隔将远，能在一起吗？
总是很有信心的回答，当然，而且会永远在一起，他不会离开我的，
觉得他一定不能没有我，所以每次发脾气，要他哄我，
但这一天，他没哄回我了，是多么的后悔，
失去了才懂得珍惜，真的太迟了，是多么的笨，

现在真的好伤心，好难过，是自作自受，
时间能疗伤吗？

811天，在一起了811天，多么难忘的回忆，
两年前为他开了一个blog，写了第一篇文章，
今天在这里，为他写的最后一篇文章。
抱着期望，他会回来吗？

18岁的这一年，做了一件会让自己遗憾一辈子的事。

期待的眼神

2009-10-07T16:53:00.004+08:00

你看见了吗？

最初的回忆

2009-10-07T15:01:00.004+08:00

my new life

2009-10-03T00:25:00.005+08:00

^^ .....

I'M REALLY TIRE OF BEING YOUR GF !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WTF!!!!!!!!

AM I WRONG ?!!!

I'M JUST AN IDIOT !!

I TREAT YOU AS MY EVERYTHING !!

HOW DID YOU TREAT ME?!!!!!

I'M JUST NOTHING AT ALL!!!

ENOUGE !

I DON'T WANT TO BE IDIOT ANYMORE!!!!!!

NO MORE!!

FUCK !

smile ..

2009-10-02T16:31:00.002+08:00

最初的发型，最初的样貌，最初的微笑

29 Sept

2009-09-30T14:57:00.004+08:00

在那一瞬间，

手很痛，刺下去，

不明液体注射进身体，

手开始麻痹，累了...

灯亮了，五盏灯亮起，

呼吸似乎很困难，

很快的，眼前漆黑一片..

听到说话声，

听到自己心跳声，跳的很快..

一切都过去了,

醒了，痛 ...

很累 ....

现在,

痛着，

定要乖乖休息 ...

.....

2009-09-28T20:22:00.007+08:00

笑声影子里隐藏着悲伤，又有谁能了解？
原来，最爱自己的是自己...

今天，

阳光很耀眼，心却滴着雨.........

Utar Block G

2009-09-24T16:56:00.002+08:00

dear.. look at my U. ..
This is a new block. Block G ..
There is a huge lake.. nice, right??
Look like sea..

YEAH!

2009-09-23T16:46:00.004+08:00

FINALLY!!!!
Today!! Finished my exam for first trimester.. ^^ yeah

LOOK AT MY ROOM"S WALL !!

3 more nights !!!

2009-09-21T19:58:00.003+08:00

yeah!!!! 3 more nights!!

Then, can sleep on my lovely twin bed !!!
Don't need to sleep on this SAMLL bed!!! $%##%*$ !!
YEA!! COUNTDOWN !!

WHAT A BORED!!!!!!!!!!!! $%#*#$@*%$

1201 G/3

2009-09-21T19:23:00.012+08:00

1201 G/3 .. yeah. this is my rental room.. .
First of all... this is my room... that love love is my bed and that blue blue belongs to my room-mate, Jane..
That study table is mine.. i know, very neat and tiny.. ^^
(only for that day.. >.<) Look clearly and carefully, there is a pair of slipper under da table, belong to me..SEE!! so CUTE nehx?? what is the cartoon on the slipper??
COW!! COW!!! COW!! right?
However, someone said that it is pig .. $%#%#&&*# !!!
Who is that person?! A Xiao Xiao Zhi! blek...
Next, our wardrobe..Da wardrobe which is hanging the blue tower on it belongs to Jane.
Beside da wardrobe is Jane's study table.
The other wardrobe belongs to me.
It seem quite big but it is not big enough to put my stuff!! >.< .

I miss my house, my room... >.< . Today, a bored day... haiz.

promise.

2009-09-16T23:03:00.000+08:00

For my dear pisces boy.

2009-09-14T04:12:00.012+08:00

给属于瑞慈的双鱼座男孩：

喜欢牵着你的手,
喜欢挽着你的手,
喜欢让你抚摸着,
喜欢吻你,
喜欢抱着你,
喜欢依偎在你怀里,
喜欢让你搂着我的腰,
喜欢让你的手搭在我肩上,
喜欢靠着你,
喜欢等着你来接我,
喜欢和你躺在地上看星星,
喜欢和你一起走路,
喜欢和你一起搭MRT,
喜欢和你逛街,
喜欢和你搭电梯，
喜欢和你拍照照,
喜欢看电影时靠在你肩膀,
喜欢和你一起转Mantose,
喜欢和你一起吃豆花,
喜欢和你一起吃章鱼烧,
喜欢和你一起吃薯条,
喜欢将我的番茄汁和你辣椒汁放在一起,
喜欢和你一起吃巧克力,
喜欢你帮我切鱼扒，
喜欢你喂我吃东西,
喜欢和你一起喝我爱的柠檬茶，
喜欢陪你去喝starbuck,
喜欢和你一起喝泡泡茶,
喜欢和你一起吃雪糕,
喜欢和你一起抱瑞瑞,
喜欢看你打鼓,
喜欢和你一起去看小狗,
喜欢和你坐在楼下的公园,
喜欢和你去楼梯间,
喜欢你帮我擦眼泪.

好多喜欢的事情, 却很少机会可以做.

想和你去看海豚,
想和你去海边散步,
想和你一起捡贝壳,
想和你去海底世界,
想和你一起看流星,
想和你去看日出,
想和你去看日落,
想和你当天过情人节,
想和你做情人节蛋糕,
想陪你当天过你的生日,
想你陪我当天过我的生日,
想和你过圣诞节,
想和你再一起去旅行,
想去看看你的学校,
想去见见你学校的朋友,
想去见见你的家人,
想和你去那个桥,
想看你band的演出,
想带你看看我的学校,
想带你在湖边散步,
想和你XX.

好多想做的事情, 你都还没陪我做.

怎么可以就将去澳洲?

怎么可以就将丢下我一人在这里?

希望依旧每天能听你的声音,
希望依旧每天能和你聊天,
希望依旧每天能睡前听你说故事,
希望你还是会哄我,
希望你还是会疼我,
希望你依旧每天能陪我入睡.

希望现在你..... 能.. 帮我擦掉眼泪...

爱哭，爱撒娇，爱乱发脾气，爱无理取闹，任性，属于子焜的巨蟹座女孩....字

dear..

2009-09-06T23:05:00.008+08:00

dear..

I don't like to study..

Do you know that?

I miss you much..

T_T

dislike the final exam...

sure will be suck .. T_T

I don't want to stay apart from you anymore !!!

But I can't do anything, how?!!

Am I useless?!!

YES!!!!!! T_T ...

headache .. T_T

若我们注定要分割两地，那为何老天爷要让我们相遇？

我昨晚做恶梦，

真的不想让你越走越远，

不要去好不好？

到底是为了什么而活着？

到底还会不会有未来？

我厌倦了......

Finally, completed!!

2009-08-31T12:16:00.002+08:00

Finally, completed my time table ..

Keep trying to help my friend now, but can't.. haizz..

The line is suck again.. =.=''

SxxK registration

2009-08-31T09:03:00.004+08:00

=.=''

woke up at 7.45am..

WHY?!!

For course registration!
(we need to register our timetable for next trimester ourselves through online course registration. Started from 8am, 31 August)

However, already try to login about 1 hour, the network still traffic!

What a BAD idea!!! About 1000 students need to register at the same time!!
The line sure will be suck!

haiz.. What a BORE!!

sleepy ..

Shall I ?

2009-08-30T16:21:00.002+08:00

" YOU SHALL REGRET IT FOREVER "

Shall I ??

......

2009-08-29T21:47:00.006+08:00

Sometimes, felt weary in mind.
You didn't know what I need, and I didn't know what were you thinking.

You said that you love me, didn't you??

I hate to hear your sound now, I have nothing can say to you.
Give me a breather..

A boring day

2009-08-29T15:54:00.009+08:00

Opened my eye, stared at the ceiling.
Knew that a boring day was going to start.....

Raining now and I'm in my room.
Sitting on my bed, looking at the screen, thinking of my exam.
Going to do my revision but feel like moody to do it.

haiz.. what can I do now instead of do revision?

NOTHING can do! Must be prepared for my final exam!!!!!!!!

haizz... What a bore!

What's a suck day?

2009-08-28T23:29:00.012+08:00

Last night, a suck day!
FxxK off those bitch!!!
Kept making noises till so late!!
What is "RESPECT" ???
Furthermore, this is my hostel!!!!!!!!
Exam is coming soon, if you think that you are clever enough to score all A, then you can keep enjoying!!!
Please don't disturb others who want to do revision!!
Headache and stomach pain last nigh, wanted to have a better sleep but those fxxker kept making noises till midnight!!!!
What's the fxxk!
That time, I were so upset and angry!!
I just wanted someone to care of me?!
Were I wrong?????!!!
Don't always say that I didn't care of you!!! Do you?!!
Don't tell me that you are in pressure or what, me TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!
Don't tell me that you are facing final exam or what, me TOO!!!!!!!
You knew that I were having headache and stomach pain last night, didn't you?!!
You knew that I were waiting for your call, didn't you?!!!
Last night, I just hoped that you would call me soon and care of me..
However, you just made me feel disappoint!
I HATE liar!!!!
Don't simply tell me that you love me if you did not care of me!!!!!!!

22nd August (saturday) ^^ with dear..

2009-08-24T21:23:00.006+08:00

^^ happy day

2009-08-21T14:50:00.002+08:00

yea... Friday !!
Today is a happy day..

Why??

First of all ..
CONGRATS to my bro...
He is going to have an engagement on Sunday .. ^^

What's going on????
Therefore, my family will attend his engagement..

So???
That's mean I will be going to Singapore later too.. ^^
Take night bus at 11am

Then????
Then, can hang out with Dear tomorrow... yeah ^^

^^ .. Picking up my clothes now...

CraZy

2009-08-21T00:18:00.009+08:00

Sometimes, think that I'm really crazy.....
Today, a raining day ..
Someone told me that radio reported Kampar will be having good weather today.. BLUFF!!
However, hold day, the sky was crowed with dark clouds..
Then, started to rain..
shyok..
Today is a day that suitable to have a better sleep..
Lack of sleep in these few weeks !!! T_T pity..
Caught cold too... T_T
Why???
Because....
Assignment! Assignment!!
Presentation!! Presentation!!
Test!! Test!! T_T Dislike all of these !!
Some more... Who's fault? DeaR!!!
Made me cry these few day!!! T_T
Don't tell me that you were lying... bad... sad...
I really need a better sleep!!!!!
So, slept from 1pm till 6pm,
When I woke up,
ee.. I saw my room-mate was sleeping too..
What time did she sleep?
Don't know.. just noticed that she had not came back when I was going to sleep.
who care... =.= .
very hungry that time as didn't eat my lunch.
So, ordered my dinner..
After finished my rice, slept again..
Till 10pm ...
Am I crazy??? =.=...
What's going on?
Blur... =.= ..
(1pm-6pm : 5hours + 7pm-10pm : 3 hours = 8 hours)
Crazy!!
Really tire!!!!!!!!!! =.=''
Yesterday.... more crazier...
Went to Ipoh around 6pm with my classmate.
For??????
For...... took our dinner...
Why?????
Don't know...
Someone said that need to relaxxxxxxx..
RELAX?? yea... relaxx..
so, 7 of us finished our dinner around 7pm at Ipoh.
Then???
Sing K... .. 6 hourssssss !!
=.='' ..
Still said that will leave before 10pm...
At the end, we went back to Kampar around 1pm..
Arrived hostel around 2pm..
Slept around 3pm...
Had class at 8am, needed to wake up at 7am.....
So, don't blame that I'm sleepy pig or what!!
As... I were really very tire + sleepy...... =.=...

Tell me.... T_T

2009-08-17T00:03:00.003+08:00

Tell me that you were lying !!!!!!

Tell me that..... please.....

T_T

Tell me that you were lying!!!!!

Tell me NOW !!!!!!!!!!

please........

T_T

Headache !!!!!!!

2009-08-02T20:29:00.008+08:00

Hate!!! headache!!!!

Moody!!!

Gloomy!!!!

Can't concentrate to do revision!!!

EXAM !!!!!!!!!!!!

Going to hell...... T___T

SxxK !! Useless!!

T_T .........

I miss you... Rui Ci...

Where are you??

Where did you go??

COME BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

T_T ...

Save`me..........

sa..ve ... m..e .....

2009-08-02T18:09:00.003+08:00

suffer..i...n...g..

sa..ve.. m.........e..

where.. a.re... you?

RelaXed + CraZy Day (25th July)

2009-07-26T01:54:00.008+08:00

group presentation

2009-07-22T00:58:00.004+08:00

had group presentation yesterday.
there are 5 buddies in my group.
our topic is preposition and our presentation was very funny.
Lecturer said that our presentation was very creativity.. =P yeah.

who am I?

2009-07-19T21:57:00.002+08:00

Who am I ?

I'm useless..

I hate those cruel destiny..

How to out of touch with reality?!

I'm a liar..

I can't hold our fade in my hands properly..

I'm tire..

I want to sleep forever..

I want to stay in my dreamland..

zZZZZzzzZZZZZ

The way to my rental house from Utar

2009-07-15T23:37:00.005+08:00

I cycle to U everyday and I will pass a lake on my way.
Dear, the scenery is nice, right?
I always hope that one day we can take a walk together beside this lake.
When do you want to come?
I really miss you so much.

One of the houses which on the opposite of the lake is my rental house.

2th Anniversary

2009-07-15T23:25:00.002+08:00

Today, 15th is the anniversary of the day we started our relationship.
.....................
........
...
Miss you..

dear

2009-07-13T21:57:00.000+08:00

我不是一个好女友
对不起
每次对你发脾气
真的很对不起

SxxK

2009-07-11T02:43:00.008+08:00

life's Sxxk
only a word can describe the U's life

" BUSY "

First,
assignment, assignment, and assignment again...
hear this word every day!!!
"how about your assignment?"
"had you done your assignment?"
"pass assignment to me later..."
bored..

Second,
always in a sleepy mood.
end my night class at 8pm today, have morning class at 8am in the next day.
how can I sleep enough? became older and older..

Third,
always rush here and rush there.
the distance between 2 labs is so far.
Today,
6pm-7pm(block B)
7pm-8pm(block D)
I'm not a super girl, I can't fly from block B to block D
so tire!!!!!!!!!

Fourth,
Next week,
mid-term test..
There are too many assignments and presentations,
how can I have enough time to do revision??!!!

haiz..
Actually, I'm quite enjoying with my U's life.
As can meet many new friends.
I like to go to U, I like to attend the classes, I like to read the notes.
Quite like to present too. (quite enjoy the challenge and like to wear in formal.. =P)
But, I don't like those assignments.. quiz.. and tests!!!!!!

Dear...
I want to meet you.
I hope to meet you.
When do you want to travel with me?!!
I can't stand for this life so long.
I need to rest!!!! I want to rest!!!!
Dear... miss you..

puppy

2009-07-07T00:12:00.005+08:00

(Meki recorded it ^^)

A cute puppy. ^^
Few days ago, MeiKi's friend picked it up beside the road.
But they leave the puppy in a field just now. T_T
As pets are not allow to stay in our rental house.

my pity finger .. T_T

2009-07-07T00:09:00.004+08:00

dear...see...
my finger was bleeding..
painful...

first presentation

2009-07-02T14:09:00.006+08:00

Had finished my first presentation in UTAR just now.. ^^
That's a 5 minutes speech and the marks are include in our total final exam marks.
My topic is "A Baby Driver" (This is dear's idea.. =P)
A baby driver is a person that start to learn driving, same as a baby start to learn walking.
I was talking about my experience as a baby driver.
Then, I was wearing in formal look... ^^
Finally, had finished my first presentation, but the other presentations are coming soon.. haiz..

thank.. buddies

2009-06-28T21:23:00.005+08:00

Peiyi, Junyi, Suk Wah, Kan Khun, Kenneth
THANK ... ^^
glad to meet you all today though that I looked so serious.
(as I was very busy and I was very tire.. sorry about that...)
thank for visited me in this afternoon.
thank for the KFC...
thank Kenneth for that perfume..

really happy to meet you all today ... muakxxx

Review(24th June) Small Bithday Cake

2009-06-28T21:06:00.006+08:00

Celebrated my sweet 18th birthday with my U first GanG.
This was the small cake that bought by them.
Thank, buddies.. ^^

Review (24th June) some wishes from my new U friends

2009-06-28T20:50:00.007+08:00

Thanks... ^^
These are some wishes from my new U friends..

dear.. Thanks.. muakx..

2009-06-24T00:42:00.002+08:00

dear...sha gua.. Thanks..
Love you much.. muakxxx..

Thanks.

2009-06-24T00:09:00.003+08:00

my Dear, Friends...
Thanks for your wish .. ^^

...................

2009-06-23T23:44:00.005+08:00

我很累，
好想现在能依偎在你怀里.. 但我做不到
厌倦电话里的吵闹声,
好想永远不再与你闹.. 但我做不到

还能做什么?

Happy Father's Day + Happy birthday to me and my bro.. ^^

2009-06-21T23:49:00.005+08:00

yea.. celebrated Father's Day, my birthday and my bro's birthday.. =P
18th June -- my bro's birthday
21th June -- father's day
24th June -- my birthday ^^
so celebrate together every year.. ^^

see.. that's a blueberry cake

my bracelet... T_T

2009-06-21T19:30:00.003+08:00

dear....

that bracelet...

which bought by you..

that one... T_T

how??!!!! T_T ..

I can't fix it.. don't know how to fix it... T_T

T_T.. cry.. T_T ...

TIRE!!!!!!!

2009-06-12T22:49:00.003+08:00

dear...

I'm tire...

.......... T_T ....... .

dear..

2009-05-31T22:02:00.011+08:00

dear...
I'm waiting for your call.
arr........ When you want to call me??! dear !!!!!!!

Will be going back to Kampar tomorrow..
Need to attend my first class tomorrow..
haiz.. dear.. I really realize what you meant now.

dear..
Hope that you can visit me in this holiday..
" I know!! Can't, right??? "
I know that you won't change your decision.. T_T
haizzz...
I know that I'm a childish girlfriend,
forgive me for what I had said...

dear.... miss you much ..

hanged out with dad and mum

2009-05-30T21:40:00.007+08:00

hanged out with my dad and mum around 6pm till 9pm.
We went to Tesco and bought some stuff.
Mum had brought files, note book, clothes hooks, shampoo and ................... for me.
yea.. need to bring those stuff to Kampar.
quite tire and sleepy now.

dear!!!!!
I'm waiting for your call...
When you want to call me???
So sleepy now... zZZZZZ

my new U life

2009-05-30T14:37:00.025+08:00

My new U life is starting now..
Came back on this Thursday and staying at Ipoh now.
Will be going back to Kampar in the afternoon on next Monday, as I need to attend my class at 6pm till 8pm on Monday.
U is quite near from my rental house. I can either take bus or ride bicycle to my U.
I'm taking the Foundation in Art (stream A group 15).
There are 14 teaching weeks in my first trimester and I need to learn 6 subjects, there are Computer Studies, Introduction to Accounting, Principles of Economics, English Language, Math for Business and Social Science, Public Speaking and Communication.
The class will be starting on next Monday.
There are 14 subjects that I need to take in this first year.
Will learn different subject depend on the semester.
Haiz.. worrying about exam now.... =.=''
Haizz.. dear..
I knew your feeling, I realized what you meant.

hm.. How about my rental house??
erm.. already stayed at there for one week.
erm.. felt okok lo..
This is a new triple storeys house, all the furniture is new.
The house is big and quite comfortable, but it's very warm and the floor and furniture always cover in dust as there is a building site opposite my rental house.
Some insects will fly into the house after a heavy rain. EE.. yerr..
Luckily, there is provided cleaning service. phew...
Unfortunately, only once time per week. T_T
The network is quite bad at there, always disconnect as too many student are using at there.
Beside that, the mobile phone's line is quite bad too.. haiz..
How's my room-mate??
Her name is Jane, a very friendly and kind girl. ^^
Beside that, my housemates are very friendly too.

lol.. 4 years..
will maintain this U life for 4 years.
dear.. 4 years.. must remember our promise..
muakx..

will be going to Kampar later

2009-05-24T10:02:00.005+08:00

zZZ
"Kampar.." I'll be coming soon..

dear.... muakx..

found it .. ^^

2009-05-23T20:28:00.008+08:00

dear!! ^^
I found it!!!!
that.. I really found it .. =P
XD.. happy ..
I found the clothe which was bought by you!!
This was the first present from you .. ^^
"Why lost it?? as never keep it properly, right?!! Where you put it??"
"wardrobe.."
"O.O huh?"
"yes!! found it from my wardrobe... =.='' ..."
I found it for a long time, almost two years!! Actually, just put it in my wardrobe.. =.=''
SWOONED.. =.='' ..

dear...
I won't lose it again !!
WON'T!!
I will keep it properly.. ^^
promise!!

picking my stuff now

2009-05-23T11:05:00.011+08:00

=.= ..
dear!! why waked me up so early.. :O

haiz...
will be moving to Kampar tomorrow.
(Utar at Kampar there)
(will stay at Westlake's Oxford)
my dad will send me there around 12pm.
Of course mummy will follow us too.
haizz..
picking my stuff now.
"What stuff that I should bring there?" ... 0.0
I have been puzzling about this question for few hours .. =.=''
thinking......
.....................
........ thinking.....
...........
.............thinking ...... .....
Of course I should bring my clothes!
"How many clothes that I should bring?".. 0.0
huh? This is a difficult problem!
then...
shoes, sport shoes, slippers, bags ...
then...mobile phone, charger, electronic dictionary, it's charger, Twilight novel, pencil bag, files, note books, register form....
then...shampoo, toothbrush, toothpaste, cleanser, toner, repairing lotion, sunblock, contact lenses, solution to store and clean contact lenses , tower, carpet, mirror, hair's comb and.............
then........pillow, bet sheet, blanket... oh ya.. RuiRui..
then...
thinking.......
............. thinking.....
thinking... zZZZZZ...... sleepy.. :O

...........
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.........

4 hours later .....
4.05pm now.
lol... still haven't finish!! thinking and picking.. =P

hanged out

2009-05-22T18:36:00.021+08:00

tire.. :O.. sleepy..
came back and bathed just now ..
yes... hanged out with Peiyi again.
We wore like boy style .. so sporty..=P
(dear.. cooler than you.. =P)
(really cool, right?)
yea, I wore a gray jacket which is bought by my bro from Imperial College London.. ^^
Thanks.. gor .. =P
erm. .. haiz .. We went to parade again.
( parade again?? )
( yes .. actually quite boring =.=)
( we had no choice !! )
but at least we had watched movie.
yes!! the new show... "Night at The Museum 2". ^^
same as the "Night at The Museum 1", the movie was so funny and interesting .. =P
I prefer to watch this again instead of "Angles and Demons"!!
really like to watch this movie.. XD
Beside that, took many photos with Peiyi!!
Finally!!! I didn't forget to take photos .. =P

Disconnet last night ( SxxK! )

2009-05-22T09:40:00.005+08:00

arr ..
couldn't connect last night!!
didn't know what's that problem, and also didn't know how to fix it..
the streamyx .. SXXK !!
this's not the first time,
this SxxK problem already happened many times!!
really.. SxxK

will be going out

2009-05-21T15:02:00.010+08:00

dear..
I will be going out with peiyi.
we will watched "Angles and Demons" later.. ^^

.....
..............
...........
....

came back..

Angels and Demons ...
erm...
For me,
I won't watch this movie twice times !!!
as...
erm...
those cardinals are kill one by one and die disgusting !
but actually the story quite interesting and exciting..

Fault of Pisces Boy

2009-05-21T13:53:00.011+08:00

昨晚 ......

“好啦，乖啦，去睡啦，明天pass的话，就送一份礼物给你啦”

看，为了哄女友睡觉，又许下一个承若，
对，这就是双鱼座男孩，
哄你时，什么都可以，什么都说，都不想想后果！
要不然就不哄，每次酸我，和我顶嘴，
更严重的就是对我冷冷淡淡..

erm... 怎么说好呢 ~~

之前也忘了是为了什么而哄我，也是说送我一份礼物！
说给我的棒棒糖呢？？还欠我3个！！是两年前欠下的嗯!
那束纸百合花呢？弄到一半，明明就只剩外面的花纸，到现在都还没弄好！！
还有呢，我终生免费的VIP演唱会门票，既然还会过期！！还要我renew???
哦，对，还说过去年年尾我去新加坡的话，就每个星期陪我出两次，我去了1个月，陪了我多少次？！
说好等我考完spm，年尾就带我去Sentosa Underwater World玩，到现在都还没去！！明知道我真的很喜欢看海底世界，很喜欢看鱼，很想看海豚！！
还说要买一个海豚娃娃给我，到现在都还没送！！
还有说好年尾要去Orchard Road一起过圣诞节，还答应要和我拍1000张照片，结果那天你既然和那个咚咚一起过！！
哦，对！说我5月去新加坡要补回我们的情人节，说要带我去设计属于我们的情人节星星蛋糕！！我的情人节蛋糕呢？？！

看，这些可不是我逼你说的哦，是你自己哄我时说的哦！！

还有说过结婚时，要折多少颗星星？要弄一个大大的星星摆在台上！还有答应要每个人敬酒的时候手上都会拿一支星星！还说会弄星星的气球装饰！
之后又有答应过，以后我们的房间，天花板每一晚都会有星星宇宙的投影灯！还有镜子形状，窗帘，床单吖都是星星的！还说过冲凉房要有浴缸的。
然后又说，我们要养两只狗狗，你要Haski，我要西施！
还有你说你以后做工累累回来的话，也还是会理我，会陪我的！

看，听着先哦，可能几年后就会忘记了！！

对，最终要的是答应过我的“十年约定”，其他的忘记了，还可以原谅，这个如果你敢忘记的话....不，没有如果！！知道吗？？ blek.. ^^

trial car test

2009-05-21T13:42:00.004+08:00

phew..
had taken my trial car test just now.
how was it??
erm.. passed already .. phew.
my skill quite bad, but the proctor was so kind.
haiz.. so scary when saw the proctor,
He was a malay and look so fierce,
but actually he was so kind..
haiz..
5th June -- my real test.
dear.. pray for me, if not you must be my "Forever Driver" ..
( that's your promise.. =P )
blek.. =P

went to my god mum's house.

2009-05-19T21:30:00.018+08:00

haha.. so happy today !! ^^
why?
as went to my god mum's house in this morning.
I didn't visit her for a long time.
She looked after me since I was a baby till i was 9 years old.
yea.. I stayed at her house till 9 years old.
I will visit her once or twice a year only as I moved to another state.
quite far.. T_T
I seem like her family, she and her family very care of me. ^^
so happy that could visit her today .. ^^
She brought out some photo of me when I was young. ^^
cute, right??? Sure!!!

Beside that, I met B zai too.. ^^
B zai.. my god mum looked after him since he was a baby too.
Actually, his real name is call Bing Choong..
but we called him as B zai since he was a baby .. =P
He's smaller than me, he's 15 years old now.
but.. taller than me .. T_T
last time, I was taller than him, but exchange now.
wow.. he's tall and brawny now.
still remember that he was very cute when he was a baby.
he has a pair of big eye, bigger than me .. T_T
bigger than me now too.. T_T
hng .. blek
Unfortunately, I didn't meet my god dad.
He went to work already.. T_T
anyway .. so happy to meet my god mum and B zai .. ^^
but quite tire as slept very late last night. :O

2009-05-17T23:50:00.008+08:00

Destiny is sometimes cruel,
but I'll hold our fade in my hand carefully,
Forever..
nobody can destroy it !!!

As I love you,
so that I will trust you.
you belongs to me,
you are the only star belongs to me,
nobody can snatch that star out of my hand !!

19th Nov 2007 3.30am
" 傻老婆，你可以怀疑我任何事情。不过，请你不要怀疑我对你的爱。“

时间让我失去信心
昨晚闹脾气
对不起
时间让你失去本性
我爱的双鱼座男孩
在等你回来
时间让我忘记当初的感觉与承若
在找回自己
真的很没用
你
心事
难过
伤心
我能为做点什么
什么也不能做
每次都耍你脾气
对不起
好想投入你的怀里
紧紧地抱着你
宁听你的心跳
但是
我现在做不到
老公
怎么办
我还能给你些什么

dear,

Please keep shining,
I like to see your smile,
I like to hear your soft sound,

So that,
please shine bright and warm my heart.

dear..

2009-05-17T21:31:00.012+08:00

dear..
刚才听见你的声音
很难过吗？
很难受吗？
到底怎么了？
我在担心你
对不起
不能为你做点什么
什么也不能做

my poor little RuiRui

2009-05-17T13:36:00.010+08:00

ar.. dear..
helped RuiRui to bath just now.
then..
RuiRui's nose..
that's brown colour, right??
that nose ..
erm..
came out !!!
isn't the nose
is that thin and brown layer of the nose..

dear..
how .. T_T

poor RuiRui.. T_T
whose fault ?
me!! this mummy!!
useless!! T_T

last night

2009-05-17T13:01:00.014+08:00

对不起
心好乱好烦
昨晚真的痛得快窒息
时间把那种感觉带走
知道并不是你的错
自己也不像以前那样
会累吗？感觉到你已经不耐烦
是我想太多？或许是
真的很希望永远能在你心中成为那最闪耀的星星

请守护我们的约定

dear..

2009-05-16T11:52:00.004+08:00

dear....
好想让你抱抱..

haiz..
快要去上课了..

dear..
想你..

sorry

2009-05-15T08:34:00.001+08:00

dear.. sorry..

artificial nails

2009-05-14T14:07:00.003+08:00

yes, that's my hand. =P
just made it yesterday, stuck with the artificial nails..

hanged out

2009-05-13T21:47:00.007+08:00

Peiyi and Alex just went home.
yes, they stayed at my house just now.
as Peiyi wanted to search something for her homework.
(Her pc couldn't be use)
so that Alex sent us back to my house from Parade.
Again??
Yes!!
went to parade with Peiyi and Kar Chi again..
Why???
as ..... ..... .. =P

oh.. ya...
we watched "Star Trek"
how was it?
erm... erm.. okok ar.. interesting and fantasy..

tire..

besides, Kenneth.. sorry
why??
as his gf was angry about him.
Why??
as went window-shopping with him last night and someone told his gf.
so that his gf was angry.
met his gf today and he already explained to her.
but she's still angry.
haiz.. =.=..

will be going out later

2009-05-13T08:49:00.006+08:00

8.49am now.
wake up so early and go out?? :O
yes!! as dad and I will take breakfast with my auntie and cousins later.
we will meet at Old Town White Coffee.
( again?? )
(yes... =.='')
(that's my auntie's plan)
as one of my cousin moved back from London to Ipoh.
She Stayed at London about 7 years.
yes, never meet her since 7 years ago.
(actually I forget her or maybe we never meet before. =P)

I'm get ready to go out now..
waititng for my auntie's call.. :O

......................................
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..............
........
...

came back around 1pm and will be going out with Peiyi and Kar Chi again.
went to my cousin's condor just now.
wow.. that's nice.
got swimming pool, badminton court, tennis court, squash court, table tennis court, gyms and others...
my cousin said that I can just give her a call and can go there anytime to play. ^^

hanged out ( met many friends )

2009-05-12T22:59:00.005+08:00

yea.. hanged out again..
tire now.
just came back, bathed just now.
Then, i'm eating now... =.=''
yes, it's my dinner!!

wahh.. met many friends today!!
Junyi, Kar Chi, Kan Khun, Kan Khun's sis, Kioko, Ah Dong (Kioko's bf), Ah Keat(bao bei's bf), Kenneth(didi), of course included Peiyi.. =P
Firstly, had an afternoon tea with Junyi, Kar Chi, Peiyi and Kan Khun at Old Town White Coffee around 4pm.
Then, we met Kioko for awhile.
Kioko's bf sent me, Kar Chi and Peiyi to parade, then they had gone on a "honeymoon".. =P
( Junyi and Kan Khun went home)
After that, we met Ah Keat and Kenneth at there..
Kar Chi and Peiyi went back around 8pm.
Then I accompany Kenneth to take his dinner and went window-shopping with him till around 10pm..

so tire.
actually intended to meet Junyi, Kar Chi and Peiyi only.
At the end, met so many friends..
^^ quite happy to meet them.

baba came back from London

2009-05-12T11:22:00.018+08:00

baba just came back in this morning.
(27th April, my dad and sis went to London from Singapore)
(9th May, backed from London to Singapore)
(then my dad took night bus back to ipoh last night and arrived in this morning.)
yea, he had a trip to London with my sis and visited my bro and sis-in-law for 2 weeks.
my bro and sis-in-law be their driver and tour guide.
(as they stay at there and take doctor course)
they had a lot of fun at there
( Natural History Museum, Royal Albert Hall, Imperial college, Iceland, Windsor Castle, Stonehenge, Salisbury Church, Bognor Regis beac, British Museum, Science Museum, China Town, Convent Garden, Leicester Square, Imperial War Museum, London Eye, Big Ben, St James Park, Buckingham Palace, Camden Town Market, National Maritime Museum, The Royal Observatory, Edinburgh, Stirling Wallace Monument, Callander Visitor Centre, Kilmahog, Balmaha Loch Lomond, Pass by Glasgow, Stratford-Upon-Avon [Shakespear's birthplace], Oxford, Queen's House, London Bridge, Tower Bridge and ..... )
wahh.. so fun and interesting !!
why I didn't go there?? as I had no money.. =P
besides, wanted to accompany my mummy.
(as she's a conscientious teacher who won't absent from class with any excuse)
blek..
haha.. baba brought a lot of chocolates and snacks.
they brought some clothes for me and mummy too.. ^^

dear !!!!
10 years later,
visit there with me !!
or maybe can be our honeymoon's trip.. =P

mother's day CAKE -- made by ruici ^^

2009-05-10T21:57:00.012+08:00

lalala... baked cake this morning.
( as mummy hanged out, came back around 1pm)
( so that I could make it by myself and gave mummy a surprise.. )
yes.. mother's day cake.
baked by myself without any help .. XD
so proud of it. XD
( the first time that I bake mother's day cake)
haha... see..
celebrated mother's day with mummy.
we ate cake and drink apple juice.
( same as my plan ! )
mummy said that the cake was delicious and look so nice. XD
( of course!! as baked by her daughter.. =P)
that's english tea cake with chocolate topping..
the word " Happy Mother Day " and those " love love "on the top of the cake was cream.
I made it .. ^^
mixed butter, sugar and milo milk to make the cream.
lalala... Happy Mother's Day !!! ^^

your promise

2009-05-10T11:33:00.003+08:00

dear...
remember your promise..

Last Night...

“ 以后都不酸你，不顶你嘴，最疼你了 ”

don't forget that what did you say.. =P

muakxxx...

hanged out with Mei Ki

2009-05-09T16:05:00.005+08:00

came back already, bathed just now.. ( so hot .. :X )
yes, hanged out with Mei Ki just now.
but.. at the end.. we didn't take photo..
again.. forget .. ar... T_T
Bought a bag just now, she bought too.
two bag look alike and same colour.

Beside that, I had bought english tea cake powder and butter.
Why??
because... I want to bake cake tomorrow..
Why??
because... mother's day!!!!
yea.. I want to bake a mother's day cake for my mummy ^^
( hope that the cake will be delicious and look nice ^^ )
had bought apple juice too..
so that we can eat cake and drink apple juice tomorrow... XD
enjoy the mother's day.. XD

waiting for you .. Mei Ki

2009-05-09T12:20:00.007+08:00

lalala .. will be hanging out with Mei Ki later.
She's my ex-schoolmate + housemate.
Yes, she's that friend who will be studying at UTAR with me. ^^
We will be going to parade and buy some necessaries..

lol.. Mei Ki !!!!!
I'm waiting for you ... =.=''
( she will take me there)

I'm waiting for you..... :O

oh.. ya !!

TODAY !!!!! I will take photo with you ( Mei Ki ) !!!!!!
won't forget it .. =P

two good news of sindy jie jie

2009-05-08T23:27:00.005+08:00

haha.. so happy that heard two good news of sindy jie jie. ^^
she's my " gan jie jie "
we knew each other from friendster and became good sister since two or more than two years ago.

haha..
first good news is jie jie find a new BF .. ^^
3th May..
He is a Pisces boy (6th Mac ) same as my dear Zikun (3th Mac).. ^^
She is a Pisces girl (13th Mac)too..
I think two of them sure will be very romance couple.. ^^
I want to be Pisces girl too!!!!! =P
jie said that he very care of her..
congrats.. jie.. ^^
wish jie and jie fu happy forever !! ^^

second good news is that jie jie met lee hom..
wahhh... can met lee hom..
wish that i can meet him too..
he's so handsome.. XD
why jie met him??
as she and lee hom took the same advertisement..
that is a COKE advertisement for China.
though that got many people took together,
but I still happy to hear this good news..
^^ good luck jie..

hanged out

2009-05-07T18:46:00.012+08:00

hanged out with peiyi again. =P
we took breakfast with Kan Khun,
then we met June and settled her problem.
what's that problem?
she used my IC number to register a Digi number and that Sim card couldn't be use.
so that we went to Digi center and settled it.
After that, we went to Parade.
We intended to buy bag, shoes and clothes.
but.. at the end, we didn't buy anything.. =.= ..
Why??
I also want to know the answer.. =.=..
quite tire.. :0
we arrived at my house around 5pm.
then Peiyi's cousin fetched her back..
T_T.. she went home already..
We made a mistake !!!!
Why we didn't take photo???????
Why????? T_T

Peiyi stayed with me . ^^

2009-05-07T18:33:00.006+08:00

Peiyi stayed with me last night .. ^^

Alex and Kan Khun came to my house too,
we ate, watched movie and chatted together,
haha... wouldn't feel boring .. ^^
Kan Khun went home around 1am and Alex went home around 3am.

so that Peiyi and I slept at 3am..
actually so tire and sleepy.
we still need to wake up at 9am !!
( as want to take breakfast with Kan Khun )
Why we didn't want to sleep early??
Whose fault?
Alex!! =P
went home so late.. =.=...

oh.. ya..

dear...

don't angry that I didn't tell you about Alex and Kan Khun.
sorry ar... I scared that you will scold me last night..
I know that you will very angry when you're reading this blog,
sorry..
sorry..
we just ate, watched movie and chatted only.
don't angry and don't be moodless.
sorry..
muakxx.

webcam with bro ( KENNY)

2009-05-05T20:05:00.004+08:00

ol.. see.. my bro.. Kenny.
we met two years ago, long time didn't see him as he moved to London and worked at there..
He changed so much, become more fatter. =P
(my mummy said like that too!! dont said that i'm bluffing.. blekk)
but still so funny.
Beside, the specs look like harry potter's specs..
XD.. so funny.

DOUBT

2009-05-05T10:53:00.004+08:00

有时真的不了解你，
不懂你在想什么..

你是否也一样？

vegetarian food

2009-05-04T13:19:00.004+08:00

Last night, hanged out and had dinner with my mummy, bro and his GF.
(celebrate mother's day)
(mother's day? so early?)
(yes, as my bro need to work so can't come back on that day.. )
We ate vegetarian food as my mum is a veggie.
How was it taste??? NOT BAD!! delicious..
got soup, vegetable, toufu, fake chicken and fake duck..
Then, my bro went back to SG by bus at 9.30pm.

Sick also hanged out??
YES!!! almost recover already !! ^^

see!! I used chopsticks !!!!

bake cake

2009-05-02T21:07:00.004+08:00

^^ .. feel better today.
so, we ( mummy and I ) bake cake .. ^^

just two eggs, some sugar and some flour,
but it taste delicious.. ^^
(of course, who make it? ME !!! )

Dear... want to eat?? =P

Fever T_T

2009-04-28T14:23:00.006+08:00

fever again.. T_T
dear....

fever again..

and my body appears many small red spot.. T_T
dear......
how??

Review (23th May) - hanged out with dear -

2009-04-27T01:11:00.019+08:00

DATE : 22th May 2009
DAY : Thursday
LOCATION : Tampines 1 & Tampines Mall

I remember this day!!
I brought RUIRUI to hang out.. ^^

mummy with RUIRUI and daddy with it

You said that you had no appetite and i took lunch with my sis already,
so we didn't took lunch..
but we ate many snack.. delicious.. ^^

oh.. ya.. we took bus to temasek polytehnic,
but we just stayed for awhile..
Why??? cause..... ... .... .....

dear.. so happy that can hang out with you.
really so happy... muakxxxx....
Do you feel like that too?? ^^
but...
haizz....
after that,
we need to wait for so long to meet each other.. T_T
Is my fault... T_T...
dear..... how??

love you much, dear... muakx

Review (22th May) - hanged out with dear -

2009-04-27T00:53:00.007+08:00

DATE : 22th May 2009
DAY : Wednesday
LOCATION : Tampines Mall

We ate Ajisen Ramen for lunch..

Then.. we...
....
......
... remind me!

ohh...
At the end,
You accompanied me to take shuttle bus to my sis's condo.
We rest at the BBQ area and looked at the stars..
lol.. We were so tire..
felt sleepy..

oh.. ya..
we sauntered to the petrol station and bought juices..
dear.. thanks for accompanied me till so late..
MUAKXX..

Review (20th May) - hanged out with dear -

2009-04-27T00:37:00.007+08:00

DATE : 20th May 2009
DAY : Monday
LOCATION : Tampines 1

er.... oh ya... we ate Japanese's food for our lunch..
then.........
DEAR.. remind me!!

hmm... why I stared at you ?!!
I forget.... T_T
sure be funny, but I forget... T_T

Review (15th May) - hanged out with dear -

2009-04-27T00:26:00.007+08:00

DATE : 15th May 2009
DAY : Wednesday
LOCATION : City Hall

See !!
On the way to Hougang MRT from my sis's block.
As we needed to take MRT to City Hall..
yes, he's wearing school uniform,
wore like a good student .. XD..

DEAR... after that...
What did we do?
Remind me !!! T_T

I'm silly + stupid ... T_T

HOW ?!!

Review (13th May) - hanged out with dear -

2009-04-26T23:17:00.028+08:00

DATE : 13th May 2009
DAY : Monday
LOCATION : Plaza Singapura & Vivo City

Firstly, we went to Plaza Singapura......
......
.......
....
......

Dear, I forget that what did we do at Plaza Singapura.. T_T
Remind me !!!!! T_T
Then, went to Vivo City....
....
.....
......
....
Dear.... Can you remind me??
What did we do??
I just remember that we lying on the floor at night..
Look at the sky and we saw many stars........
oh. ya... we went to a pet shop too...
saw many pet and my lover, dogs..

Others.. can't remember !!!
DEAR ..... REMIND ME AND CONTINUE TO WRITE DOWN HERE THAT WHAT DID WE DO...
can??? please.... I don't want to forget it !!! T_T

Oxford House ( BULFF!!)

2009-04-25T22:17:00.006+08:00

" Oxford House " ,
yes, I rent one of it's room.
Why I said that it's bluffing?
As the website of it show that it provided internet service,
but I check out my mail box today,
( I sent email to it and ask some question, so that it replid me!! )
( replied so slow !!! waited for it a few day!!)
It replied me,
" ..... The internet service of this house is temporary not available..... "
=.=''
If the internet service is temporary not available, why that website show that it provided???!

BAD !!!!!!!

ARRIVED (singapore - ipoh)

2009-04-25T14:37:00.006+08:00

Arrived at home in early morning.
Yes, from Singapore. (haizz.. Miss you.. dear.)
Then sleep till very late as couldn't sleep well in the bus.
( took bus with my bro)

Yesterday, hanged out with my eldest sister to Plaza Singapura.
(dear, Plaza Singapura, right????)
(=P.. i always call that Singapore Plaza)
That's my last shopping for this trip.
We watched " Handsome Suit " !
That's a Japanese movie and it is absolute funny!
My sis laughed till cried.. XD
We went back home around 7.30pm as I needed to take bus around 9.30pm.
We bought our dinner, then went home and ate together with my other bro and sis.

lol.. see.. the big poster " Handsome suit "
This's me !!

This's my sis

BAD DEAR !!!!!!
Didn't hang out with me in the last day!!
Though that already hanged out with you fifth times, but that's last day !!!!!
Wanted to choose your best friends, also didn't want to hang out with me!!
Bad CT !!!!!!!!!!
HNG..
haiz..

Dear, miss u much... muakx.

Oh ya..
MMU offered course for me too,
but i already chose UTAR .
My dad and mum also said that UTAR's better than MMU as MMU's located in Melaka while UTAR's located in Kampar, Perak.
So that i can go home every weekend..
UTAR !!
23th, will check-in at that Ocford House.
26th, will register for foudation course.
27th, Orientation day.

Final Decision (UTAR)

2009-04-21T22:09:00.008+08:00

Arr.... Finally, made my decision yesterday.
I really haven't get ready to study in singapore.
My result and english are so suck. Poly rejected me.
Insitutes in sg, their fees are too expensive for my family.
If I study at here(staying at sg now), sure will feel very stress.
Thanks Angela for your help, but i really can't study at here.
" so, UTAR ... I will be coming soon!! "

Yes, i will take the foudation course in art (1 year),
After that, will take Bachelor of Business Administration course (3 years).

Dad booked the room for me already.
Oxford Home, same house as my friend, mei ki.
Yes, luckly that can stay with my friend.
She will take same course with me in this year.
That is a triple storey house, my room is on the ground floor.
The facilities and amenities of this house are not bad,
Provides laundry service, cleaning service, 24hours security service, internet service, UTAR bus pickup service and others.
I will be sharing my room with another girl from KL or may be will exchange room to stay with that friend.
RM220 per month.

Dear !! 4 years..
I need to stay apart from you about 4 years...
Though we can meet each other during holidays, but I still will miss you so much.
We need to continue our date style -- talk phone every night
(Waste your money)
But we can chat and talk by MSN next year,
then can save your money.
haizzz... aRR...
Whose fault? ME!!!!
As my result too suck and too stupid... haiz.. sorry.

Dear !! Our promise, must remember it, ok? Promise!!!!!

picked up my clothes

2009-04-11T21:54:00.005+08:00

Fianlly, picked up my clothes just now..
WHY??!!
Because..
i will go to Singapore tomorrow.
Around 6pm, my bro will be driving back to sg,
so i will follow him and stay at there about fortnight.

Dear.. miss me, right?
Waiting for me?
Happy?? =P

Beside, sorry lo... junyi, sukwah and peiyi.
Can't hang out with you on monday.

open webcam with fuuny bro (ah ming ) =P

2009-04-11T14:49:00.010+08:00

lol... see .. a funny guy...
yes, he's my bro, i'm his didi..
why that i'm a didi? didi? boy??
why?!
I dont know.. ask him.. =P
This was the first time I open webcam with him since he moved to jb.
I thought that he felt unhappy and lonely as studied alone in jb,
but I was wrong!
look at his face !! SEE!!
looks so happy

drink ( FxxK )

2009-04-09T11:53:00.003+08:00

arr.. had a quarrel with you AGAIN.

I just wanted to care about your health

I was wrong???

At the end, I said that don't mind already.

Up to you..

but you were in a temper.

what could I do? what could I say?

haiz.

dropped from memory

2009-04-08T14:07:00.013+08:00

忘了
怎么会忘了？
回头想想
真的把好多事情忘了
你以前骂的是对的
何苦把仇恨埋藏在心底
却把你对我的好从记忆里删除？
之前，真的不明白你和他说的“纯爱”
把爱看得太残忍，看得太轻浮
你骂的对
从和你开始时
就是那种纯纯的喜欢
就是那种纯纯的想每天听到你的声音
就是那种纯纯的想与你发发信息
就是那种纯纯的想知道你每天在做么
就是那种纯纯的想让你知道我在做么
就是那种纯纯的想你哄哄我
就是那种纯纯的想你疼疼我
原来曾经也经历过所谓“纯爱”
一生中遇过这么一次的“纯爱”
虽然时间不是很长
都该好好的回味
２００７的那一年，我们的“纯爱”诞生了
如今
它随着时间
慢慢的成长了
经历过太多事情
慢慢的已不像以前那样了
但我不想在把它从我记忆中删除

别问我怎么会突然这么想
是昨晚忘了那首歌时
想回以前的事
“彩虹”

我不想再忘记

sorry

2009-04-06T14:25:00.004+08:00

dear...

last night, had a quarrel with you again.
haizz...
i know that i'm childish, sorry.

我们吵过多少次了？？？
每天都吵, 数都数不完...

haiz..

visited tombs

2009-04-04T15:28:00.010+08:00

Came back and bathed just now, tired...
woke up at 6am and visited tombs.
visited 4 tombs, there are my dad's grandparents', my grandparents' and two uncles'..
Besides, met many relatives and had lunch together.
Afterward, went to Cave Sam Poh to visit my mum's tomb
( my dad's first wife )
feel tired and sleepy now..

Dear.... see !!!! my hand..
got injured accidentally.. T_T
that's why my sis always call me ' silly girl '
always knock here knock there... =.= ..
felt very pain on my wound while bathing... T_T
but not pain now... =P

edited photo

2009-04-03T18:15:00.012+08:00

Character : ruici, peiyi, shini

2nd， april " April's fool "

2009-04-03T01:25:00.010+08:00

愚人节，一定是在4月1日吗？
错！！
4月2日，我的愚人节。
不是我被作弄，而是我和佩仪作弄别人。
就那个傻傻可爱的朋友吖，觉得他是对佩仪有感觉的啦，
我们和他闹了一个小玩笑。
就是闹他说我和佩仪去kl，要见他什么什么的，
他那时在做工，所以就说不能陪我们逛街咯。
之后傍晚时我们又说要过夜，两个女生不懂怎么办，
叫他帮我们定酒店，还是去他家过夜。
他还真的相信。
不过他就一直很焦急，因为他不能晚上出来，
又不能给我们睡他家，就一直很焦急的为我们想办法，
又问他朋友能不能给我们睡那边什么什么的。
到最后我们不忍心在作弄好人，就告诉他是闹他的。
他就好像有点生气，不过一下子就没有了。
其实我也不是第一次闹他了，每次和佩仪逛街时，都会和他通电话，
我就会把电话抢去，然后假装是佩仪闹他。他真的傻傻好好笑的柠檬鱼。=P
就将咯，其实不是很好笑，但当时我和佩仪笑了好久。

hanged out with sis, peiyi & bao bei, shini

2009-04-02T22:53:00.023+08:00

lol.... happy.. =P
why???
because hanged out with peiyi & shini today.. ^^ we went to Jusco..
actually we intended to hang out on monday, but we have changed to thursday.
why????
becuase we intended to celebrate ah ming's birthday on monday,
haizz.. but he went to kl aready, so that's why we hang out today..
We went to kfc and took our brunch first, ( we didn't take breakfast, so hungry... )
then we took some photos together, ( we like to take photo.. =P can't? blehh.. )
but.... haizz... ( dont say it le.. )
After that, we watched " The Fast and The Furious 4 "
baobei chose it, Right choice!!! ( nice and exciting movie ) like it..
We watched till around 3.30pm..
Afterwards...... haizz.... haizzz........
someone stole my baobei away... haizz..
who's the bad guy?????
lol... her boyfriend.. ah kit... =P
so she accompanied her bf. (didn't inform us when you went home ..bleh.. =.=.. )
then, peiyi and i met frendy,
we played automobile race game together ( i was the first.. haha.. { lucky} =P ) ,
why did we choose to play it?? ( affected by the movie.. =P )
then we went to eat at Mcd and had a chit-chat with him.
He went home around 6pm,
so then, we went shopping till around 7pm...
then my friend who works in jusco sent me to tuition center during his dinner break..
wahh...... so happy and tired today.
Arrived home around 10pm.. tired.. sleepy... zZZZZ

see ... our happy moments ^^ sweet nehxx... baobei hug me..
haizz.... jealous of baobei's fair skin and big eyes... =Psee.... do wee look like lesbian?? .. =P my laopo
dont snatch her away from my hand..

oh... ya...
i will edit all these photos by tomorrow.. ^^

mood of these few days

2009-04-01T14:04:00.010+08:00

其实这几天心情满差的，蛮差？不对，应该是说跌倒谷底。
为什么呢？
四个原因（蛮无聊的原因）

其一，在家太得空，每次胡思乱想
（没办法，想象力蛮丰富的）

其二，关于升学的事，弄得我快头爆
（还好我有那么疼我的姐姐哥哥帮我解围，当然还有老公也帮了我很多）

其三，考车的东西　
（其实蛮怕驾车的，因为.... 路上很多车　《什么烂原因》）

其四，要怪一个人！！　茂松先生，茂松贵子先生，怎么说呢，就是这个想象力丰富的人吖，害我自从看了他画的漫画之后，心情就很奇怪，还蛮恐怖的感觉，他弄我哭了，晚上也睡不好，还害我被老公骂，都是他的错　
（　奇怪哦？看漫画看到将，就～～最后是开心的结局，但心里就．．．遗憾．．不．．　因该是．．不懂啦，很难说，就因为感情和想象力真的蛮丰富的我，而且很容易受影响，很容易就可以进入漫画中的情节，不知不觉感受到主角们的心情，就....虽然是不会动的漫画，都好像看到会动一样，也因为那先生画的很有感觉，就．．．哎呀，不懂啦，就怪他就对了　）

就这四个无聊的原因　～～

就将咯，一直到昨晚，
已经很少开ｍｓｎ的我，昨天上线了，找了几位网友聊聊，之后心情好多了。

就有一位大我很多年的朋友，和他谈天，可以和他说一些我不开心的事，之后心情也没那么差了
( 因为他就会每次鼓励我吖，就让我觉得其实事情也没想象那么差啦）

之后呢，就也有和一位傻傻的朋友聊天，他真的是很好笑，
一上线就问我：＂怎么办？＂
＂什么怎么办？＂　
（我本来还以为是他的一个朋友死了，不是我咒他的朋友，是他那个朋友已经很久没上线，又没找我，我之前一直以为他失踪了　《“他一定要找你的吖，你是他的谁？“　老公问的》　也是啦，不一定的，他不是我的谁　）
好啦，到回来说那个傻傻的，
就他吖，也认识我一个朋友（女性啦）
然后就说是他害到我那个女性的那个朋友不能上线，
我就问他做么咯，
之后他就说他寄了ｖｉｒｕｓ给她什么什么的，
就一直很焦急问我怎么办，
哈，和他谈谈下，就笑了，他真的很好笑（很天真可爱）

还有呢，就是和一位大我两年的哥哥谈天（不是亲生的啦），他吖，现在在伦敦做工
他也很烦，是烦做工的事啦，我也有和他说说我烦的事啦，
之后就谈到爱情
他就突然问我，“　为什么那时候不接受我吖？“
为什么？哈，我也不知道
我就问回他　“　为什么要接受你吖？　“
之后就继续谈着，突然电话在振动，
（因为我习惯不开声音，还每次不爱接电话，每次被老公朋友骂的，有一次老公还发火说　“你不如把电话丢掉啦“　《我记得的哦》　）
是他打来啦，
一打来就问，“知道我是谁吗？“
废话，你的声音那么容易就可以听出了，
而且这么奇怪的电话号码，除了老公和他打来回将，也没别人了
就将和他谈天咯，
他，真的变了很多，很多很多很多
他虽然在伦敦做工，但还是很爱在这里怡保的女友（算还是啦，我也搞不清楚的关系）
那女的吖，小我两年，中一就和他在一起，那时男的中五，
虽然那女的那时候中一还小，但还蛮开放的（因该是说双方家人都开放）（注：她住在我家后面）
之后呢，我要说的是．．．．　我又遇上一个笨蛋（我觉得是啦，可能有人会不觉得）
他既然让他那个女友去找其他男生，
然后还那么疼那个女的，
那女的要什么，他就买什么
几千块的电话买给她，不只一次，两次了；
她要电脑，４千块的电脑买给她；
项链千多块也送；
就连她妈妈生日，也寄钱回来给她；
更不用说每个月的电话费了，从伦敦打回来，想都想到那价钱，
虽然说他在伦敦做工，但他还要自己养自己吖，
那女的还既然找其他男的，
我问他，你不怕女友被抢走，这么放心？
（如果是以前，有一个男的追他女友，早就被打了，现在他既然让女的去找）
他说，他要让那个女的知道，到最后最疼她的是谁．．．
他还说现在比较注重赚多点钱，之后回来，
我．．．．无话可说，
认识他那么久了，从没想过他会变到将．．．　＝．＝　（好事还是坏事？不懂啦）
就将继续和他聊聊，
盖了电话后，他就ｓｍｓ我说：“　ｓｈｅｎ　ｍｅ　ｓｈｉ　ｄｏｕ　ｙａｏ　ｚａｉ　ｋａｉ　ｘｉｎ　ｄｅ　ｆａｎｇ　ｍｉａｎ　ｎａ　ｂｉａｎ　ｘｉａｎｇ，ｏｋ？＂
哈，ｏｋ．．．．　

还有和几位朋友聊天啦，网友好友朋友，原来聊聊天，会让心情好一点
最后呢，在和老公讲电话之前，（每晚都会和老公讲电话才会睡的）
就看看朋友们的ｂｌｏｇ，

无意中就看到一位小妹妹的ｂｌｏｇ，
其实也不是小我很多啦，就只是小我一年，
看了她的ｂｌｏｇ，既然笑了，
因为看她写的ｂｌｏｇ，感觉好像看回以前的自己，
不是说她像我，还是我像她，
是她写的东西，让我感觉到以前刚刚开始写ｂｌｏｇ的心情，
是在热恋时的心情，
她真的很可爱，写的东西也充满丰富的感情（是我自己觉得啦），
虽然她最近写的那几篇好像和她男友吵架，
但我还是觉得他们两个．．．．　怎么说呢．．
我也不懂怎么说，就看了她写的东西，就有一种感觉，
一种不懂怎么说的感觉．．．让我暂时忘了烦的事情。

就将咯，之后和老公谈天，
和平时一样，
意见不和，吵架（也不算吵架啦，每次都将，已经没什么了）
直到４点将，就戴着耳机入睡了．．　

１１点多才起，昨晚那情节又在脑海徘徊，
都是．．．．　吖．．茂松贵子先生的错．．．　＝．＝　
想一想，我老公蛮可怜的，
今天还要一早起身上课，才睡那一下下，
抱歉嗯，疼回啦．．．　

haizz.....

2009-03-30T14:30:00.005+08:00

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double rainbow

2009-03-26T22:07:00.009+08:00

dear ar........
i saw double rainbow while i was going to tuition center just now.....
very nice arr..... ....
but..... i forgot to bring my mobile phone... T_T
didn't bring camera too...
missed a beautiful view which is rarely seen... T_T ......
could see the rainbow clearly ehh...
this is my second time seeing the double rainbow....
really very nice and marvelous nehxxx....